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How I think and how I feel, as well as some random stuff
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Home-bound today during a day of snow due to the worst migraine I've had yet. My Nystagmus is getting worse due to Reed taking forever in sorting out prescription glasses so I'm made to suffer under artificial light and a computer screen whilst bimble about not realising the damage this is causing.

I've been awake since midnight so I'm cranky, I went to sleep fine but woke up with what I thought was a dehydration headache and so had a drink. But the headache continued through the night with no real sleep until my alarm went off and I realised my head was pounding. To add to that, the left side of my face is hurting so much it's causing muscle problems and my speech is slurred. I've lost vision in my left eye and if it wasn't for touch-typing abilities this entry would read like jumble.

I've been promised my letter for my glasses will arrive tomorrow, so I'm booking an appointment for Saturday to get my glasses ASAP. I know that once I get these my condition will be more manageable but until then being at work, speaking on the phone and typing away whilst using cheap sunglasses as a semi-substitute to reduce the light in my eyes isn't working, and daily migraines is becoming unbearable.

Pathologic nystagmus is a form of involuntary eye movement. It is characterized by alternating smooth pursuit in one direction and saccadic movement in the other direction.

When nystagmus occurs without filling its normal function, it is pathologic (deviating from the healthy or normal condition). Pathological nystagmus is the result of damage to one or more components of the vestibular system, including the semicircular canals, otolith organs, and the vestibulocerebellum.

Pathological nystagmus generally causes a degree of vision impairment, although the severity of such impairment varies widely. Also, many blind people have nystagmus, which is one reason that some wear dark glasses.


Laymen translation - My eyes are constantly moving, even when concentrating on a stationery object. Triggered by getting a job in an office environment after 10 months of unemployment the confusion between me perceiving a stationery object when my eyes are moving results in loss of vision, migraines and photophobia (light sensitivity). No known cure for it, permanent condition as far as I know but bearable with prescription glasses with added "glare reduction" coating or dark lenses.

ARGH!!!

"I aim to misbehave..."
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Back
I'm back after a very long Gaia sabbatical.

Ditched the Harley idea, and I'm indulging in my Furry side smile Say hello to Mid, my stray Feral Cat Fursona biggrin

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New Dream Avatar
My avatar I've noticed isn't looking very "Harley-like" so I revamped her, hope you guys like it!

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Item List:
Black Gloves
Black Goth Boots
Black Tie
Celestial Wrap
Devil Tail
Horns of the Demon
Joker Collar red-black
Joker Hat red-black
Joker Wand red-black
Ohh~Cean Black Shorts
Red Leather Belt
Red Stockings
Spirit Falcon
That 70s Red Shirt
Zorro Mask

Estimated Total: 14,488,465 Gold, 95,500 Tickets
(Estimated with known item values on 12 April 2007)

My MSN blog
If you wanna read my regularly updated blog then go here:

Red Harley Quinns "My Sundown"

Here's another one, just playing around really but I'm coming up with some good ones


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Item List:
Black Class Shirt
Black Dress Boot
Black Gloves
Black Top Hat
Drop Dead Gorgeous Onyx Skull Hairpin
Mod Squad Mask
Red Tie
Shadow Spirit
That 70s Red Jacket
Those 70s Red Pants
Zorro Mask

Estimated Total: 38,951 Gold
(Estimated with known item values on 10 April 2007)

Possible new project?
I was just fiddling with TekTek and came up with this, it's expensive but worth it, you guys reckon I should give it a go?

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Item List:
Black Stockings
Damascus Armor
Damascus Armor
Damascus Armor
Damascus Armor
Damascus Armor
Damascus Armor
Dark Halo
Demonic Pitchfork
Devil Tail
Mythic Hair

Estimated Total: 14,080,300 Gold
(Estimated with known item values on 10 April 2007)

Christmas feeling
Hard to believe it's only 4 days until Christmas is it? Technically my Christmas holiday (Yule) is tomorrow, so Bright Blessed Yule to all!

And a Merry Christmas biggrin xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Random Avatars, they look cool tho! BTW this months Donation items look fooking thweet!

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yummy_choo_choo you rock hun!
My mate ronny (or yummy_choo_choo) sent me this on my birthday and I love it so incredibly much that I just had to post it on here, I wuvs you Ronny you rooooool!

omg....flippin..happy....birthday..yo!!
lol!cheah!!time for my birthday rap...
that i made especially for yas....
here it gooes!!leena san.



yo..yo..yoo...chek meh out...yo..
...hey leesa san-izzle.....happy birthday-izzle..
..for shizzle....my nizzle....happy birthday-izzle.
..chek meh out....happy birthday-izzle..
.leena san-izzle.....happy birthday.
.*throws mike on floor*...word!!lol..


hahahahahaha icon_rofl.gif!!omg...that was the
maddist notes yo..noo body kan spit like
mehs!!lol!!hehe!jus kiddins!!but happy birthday..
lady leena!!i hope u hav several more toO kum!!
&& thanks for bein such a great friend!!
lol..&& puttin up with meh!!lol!!hehe!!
stay happy!!luvs yas!!peace out!!lol!

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