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Hi;

I went to see Disturbed on the 4th they were absolutly fantastic!! I got punched in the neck in a mosh pit! lol it hurt like ******** & i couldn't really breathe! but it was goood! I tried headbanging but i aint ot good at that though i did come back with a stiff neck & shoulders!! I got home at 12:30 & i had to get up at 6 to get ready for college, i was nackered all day!! coffee & chocolate boosts only work for so long! lol.
My b.f is really sweet. He payed for the tickets & for my drink! yey!

yesterday i went out with a few of my mates to a resterant & they basically acted like twats so i aint going again with em grrr!! they licked the plates for heavens sake! they made jokes about my b.f masturbating over the waitress, it was just a disaster basically!!

well thats all i have to say really! (god i'm a boring person! Oh well)

HIA;

I have started college!! YEY!! College is absolutely ******** awesome!! I love the people im with, I love the course im on, I love where my life is going right now & i cant wait to be completely independant, living in my own house, with my own car etc!
I LOVE MY GORGEOUS BOYFRIEND CRAIG, he is really sweet (when he wants to be! lol) he has great taste in music, he looks extremely handsom in the photo's of me & him i have on my walls (he shows me up looks wise!! damn him!! lol)

You may have gathered by now that i am hyper!! blaugh though i dont know why as i have to do homework now! a 3 page essay on the cardiovascular system! & the lymphatic system! i only have 1 page so far!! gonk

anyways i best get gone Lovies Jay xxx

hi,
Since i last posted here my life has gone down hill so much but in some ways it has got loads better!!
But you know what i have finally realised i dont deserve to be treated like shite & i dont have to roll over everytime someone wants me to!!
I have also realised that im not the horriblest person in the world if i think about me occasionally, instead of always focusing on making other people happy all the time.

anyway im gonna go sleep, (even though its the middle of the day!!)
xx

Hi;
My hair is AWFUL!! I have had black hair for the past 9 months & i decided to go back to blonde, NOT A GOOD IDEA!! well not a good idea using 3 lots of bleach anyway!!
AAHHH IM NOW GINGER AAAAHHH!!
DAMN HAIR, DAMN HAIR.
ok now that i have calmed a little; my hair *sob* all i wanted was pink n blonde, i have gotten neither!! i have to go to school this thursday to collect gcse results, oh all my year will be there!! gonk Boohoo, i will look like a muppet, how to fix it?? even worse i start college soon also! i can just picture the first day, me walking in with beacon hair saying wahmbulance "Bully Me! Bully Me!!" wahmbulance
ok now im really desperate! i have tried everything!!

im gonna go n be depressed, with a sandwich mmm sandwich!! lol
c'ya

helloeeee,
jeeze i am so bored!! (why dont they have a sleeping smily? stare )
oh yeh i have an awesome (yeh my word of the month!) yeti called Moira (yeh i know its the same name as the person in one of the gaian shops but i didn't realise this till i'd already named her so xp !!)

Not planning on going home any time soon, evil dictator mother is power hungry & out for more (*RUN*) well i'm sick of her having power over me so i'm at my grans out of the way for a bit! she buys me doughnuts n cheesecake, n Mc D's, n hair dye (yes that was just today! Look im depressed i need things to make me feel better!! sweatdrop biggrin )
I'm still with my sweetheart Craig, he's awesome too!!
lol dunno what else to put!
ooh i know how about the little 2 second poetry again! i will use the one from my sig it changes a lot anyway!
"There is no confusion in a life thats condemmed,
As is there no life at your futures end!"

What d'ya think? Not finished obviously!! lol. comment please!
cuggles to all xxx

I take this life,
To rid all my strife,
To redeem my soul
With the sharp of a knife!!

Just did this little ditty, as i'm bored now, 2 second poetry oh how i love thee!! lol

dooobeeeeedooooo,
helloooeeeee,
damn it! i'ma hyper!
burning_eyes heehee like this smiley.
emo and this one is apparently me! yes i do wear glasses (occasionally!) yes i do cry, & yes i am an Emo! heehee this is me emo !!! lol

Hi all n welcome to the first of many hopefully lol of my journal i will try to explain the things i put in my journal as best as i can to you but some things are entirely random! as i love to be random! heart eek