At the age of four i was taken into my uncle's home, because my mom and dad couldn't afford to take care of me. I cried time and time again, because i was different than the other kids who lived in his house, but what i didn't know was what he intended to do with this family.
At the age of six, i was molested by him and five of his friends, two each, and they ruptured my a**s. I shut myself off emotionally, though time after time he would force me into the act of sex, and he would record it so he could upload it to his site. I never knew him as a *****, but now that i am older, that was all he was.
I have let myself grow emotionally numb over the years, because the pain is killing me, but i am having to learn to rely on people. I am scared shitless about trying to open up my life, and let people in, but i am going to try it
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I was innocent, but you Tainted my heart, and poisoned my soul. You worthless son of a b***h...you have to go