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Alex has started his artwork back up again, he has taken way too long sessions of time just sitting in his room not talking to anyone, I don't think he wants to talk to anyone. He has taken to long time just drawing and crying, he has been really depressed you guys, he really wants someone that understands him.

[04:24] xKilltheSealsx: made you mad didnt I?
[04:25] xXRavenStar118Xx: forget it
[04:27] xKilltheSealsx: so...yea , for some reason I have a hard time forgetting about that one.
[04:28] xXRavenStar118Xx: Leave me alone, for now, just don't bother me, don't touch me, don't hug me, don't pretend to like me, just forget it.
[04:29] xKilltheSealsx: what do you mean?..all I was saying is that i cared if you died or not...
[04:30] xKilltheSealsx: I can stop it if you want. I wont bring it up unless you want...whatever suits you
[04:33] xXRavenStar118Xx: What suits me is what I said, You should know that I used to like you, and. . . .I don't know anymore, That is why I wanted to hang out with you, Nowadays, I don't know if I still do. I just need some space from you and everyone. I am going to remain apart from all of you, I might come into your group, but don't think that I am your friend, I am not anyones friend, call me whatever you want, I am nonexistent to all of you, Just forget me.

That is what I cause, I am ashamed, Alex as he said, used to like her, now he isn't anything, He just wants to curl up in a ball and be left alone for the rest of his life, He is terrified, He doesn't know what he is doing, so please, just leave him alone.

i am going through a really bad breakup guys, and i can't eat, i keep losing it the second i try.

Man, Alex totally forgot about this, then he looked and was like wow. so yea, all things are good I think, I have been working hard for my gold. I wish some of you people would comment on this crud, that would be nice, btw for all of you, I have a gaia gf and a real one, and what do you know, they are the same person. wow, Tam is the best, she treats Alex nicely. so yea, I approve. and now I bid you all adiew, I have to sleep.

Well Alex didn't feel like waking up this morning, so I had to wake him up myself, which was hard, since he sleeps like a rock. So he woke up and then his stupid cat bugged him while he was in the shower and then he was dumb and went to go get dressed and fell asleep while he was waiting to get warm again, cuz his shower was hot, then his bathroom was cold, and then he tried to get warm and fell asleep. It was hillarious and I screamed in his head, and he snapped to reality and hit his head, then he cussed at me eek but I understand why, so he got dressed and ran downstairs and warmed a hot pocket [I actually like that human food] so he took that and a bottle of water, and went to the bus stop, and froze to while eating very warm food, and then he went and had fun yelling at a human called "Michael" and then he got on the bus and got to school, he went inside and bought these doughy circles with this brown stuff on them and then he went and got liquid chocolate, and he went and ate some more, then he found Lindsey who told him that most of the drama people thought that he was stalking her, which I don't think is his goal, but it might be, that sick perv will do anything. So he went to Biology and was bored, but first he bought some candy and had some, there was a sub, he did his work in silence then helped a study for her quiz, then he went to his second period class and there was another sub, which was funny cuz she is some bulgarian psyco, she had a panic attack and I tried to get Alex to make fun of her, but he wouldn't [I don't think he likes to have any fun at all] so he did all that, then he went to lunch and stayed inside for the most part, he had a chicken on a bun w/ this substance that looks like , then he was told by me to go by a coke for us, then when he sat back down he was told to get up by a senior and get something for him, but he got cookies as a reward, which for some reason he shared with this human filth they call "Barbra" then he went and was overly critical of a that I thought he liked, but I was proud of how mean he was, then he went outside and met the guy from the haunted house "Daniel" then he talked to him and walked back inside where he met "Ashley" who if given the proper guidence could be swayed toward evil as well, and then he had fun in photography, and he was , and kissed "Joanna" and "Areona" and they were totally fooled by it, then he went to Theater Arts and I was bored, they played a game, and they were serious about it, they started fighting with each other, and then I felt Alex want to join, and he did for a second but he regained control, and then sat down and relaxed, then he went to the Volacabana meeting, and it was totally pointless, so he sat through that, and then he got kissed by like 3 s then he went, home and found out that he is going to fail Geometry most likely, then he got called by Amanda and they just got in a giant fight like 5 seconds ago, and now he is starting to cry because he just ed off one of the few people he really cares about, but I would rather he lived alone, it is better that way.

From the mouth of Ignacio.