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I've lost my ability to smile
Somewhere in that empty mile...

I don't know how to feel, I think my soul has been shattered. I feel as though I'm inside out, waiting for someone to come and shoot me.

I'm dying, every second I get closer; and I'm not even worth remembering. I fade into the background, and no one notices me. No one even cares.

My heart is breaking, and I don't think you understand. I feel so sick, empty, and disgusted with myself; and I know you can't possibly even begin to understand.

I'm aching, I'm falling apart. I'm hiding in a shell and crying on the inside. I'll share my pain, only in the hopes of it fading, even somewhat; but it doesn't work.

Agony...