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Not like anybody reads these except Rei-chan heart
I'm going to spill personal thing here, so read only if you honestly care.
Most people wont see this because my journal is hidden.
In september or last year on the 10th
I lost my step father to lung cancer, but he knew me my whole life
up until his ended at least.
My mother was already an alcoholic for 4 years prior to that.
As you can guess, her drinking became worse, i began staying at friend's house's as often as i could without overstaying my welcome.
A few months after my step dad's death my grandma (acoholic for 26 years)
had liver failure, 3 seizures, white matter disease, and brain damage.
I babysit her when my mom is gone.
The rest fo the family abandoned us because they wanted grandmas disability money she wouldn't give them a cent, they never offered help.
So now all i have left is my 3 cats (luna, artemis, and catdog)
one black, one white, and one grey.
my mum
and my grandma
we are moving to idaho in a few weeks...
I should be happy... but im not
ive wasted so many years of my life in this forsaken town
I can't believe im already 18
it sucks i cant play the jailbait card anymore Q-Q
meh life goes on right?
Cest la vie...
Let's hope for the best in Idaho biggrin