Tyler
the guy i think of all the time. he is moving. i like him, and i know he likes me, we really like each other. but now he is moving to new york, and i cry every night knowing that the end of the day its just getting closer to the day he is gunna leave. and i talk to him all the time, just went to a movie with him. and he knows now that i cry every night cause i was talking to a friend and i told her that i cry knowing that he is leaving and i accidently sent the text to him... and he is now saying that we are rushing things cause i STUPIDLY sent the text to him saying that i cry about him... and it just makes me want to cry even more knowing that he said that to me. its akward to talk to him and it just makes things worse. he is the only guy ive actually liked so much that i cry knowing that he is moving. its weird. and thats all i think about now. i cry whenever i hear or read the word new york or new york city. its hard to get him off my mind and its depressing, it really is. im dying inside knowing all this... : (
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