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I want a real relationship... not some retarded stuff.. like the people i have been with.. only one that i ever knew that i ever loved.. and that i would do anything to rewind time and win him back... even if it wasn't a real relationship.. god.. am i pathetic..? why can't love be true..? I feel awfull... i just need somone there... and i need somone to hold me.. or somone to be there with me... i feel awfull... like death... why can't my love realized ive changed...? I miss you... and i need you.. without you i am nothing... at all .........*pulls a gun to the head* BANG!!!!!!!! ............ burning_eyes

_jared~