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Saona's Journal Hello my journal is where I hold my samples for wish lists and banners until I make my shop so please come along and see what you think ^-^


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Hello all

Now before I go into the link I will be posting I just want to say something first.

I know that most of you out there love epic stories with a heroin that saves the world and how you admire those characters for the things they do in the stories you so love.

This is a chance for you to be a hero, recently I watch a video, the name is what caught my eye but as I watched it I realised that this is so much more than a video, it is a message to every single person in our big beautiful world, a message that gives us all a chance to stand together and do something amazing and the reason, because it is right, because it needed for now and for the future, we have made characters and created stories of strong and amazing people but now is the time to give yourselves the chance to be the hero and all it takes is to watch this video and share it to as many people as you can, friends, family, class mates, teachers, employees, employers everyone who you know, give them the chance to stand up for what is right, give them the chance to see how amazing we all can be as one world completely united in a cause.

please click the link watch the video and open your eyes to what is happening in this world and we can all change it for the better.

Thank you for reading
Stay happy and healthy
Saona <3




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Wee I am doing Christmas town Namine for my next con (PPM) It's gonna be fun =3

Also next year I am cosplay as;

-Edward Elric

-Lain

-Hunny Sempai

At Brisnova w00t

I hope to do Fai, Duo, C.C, Holloween Hunny Sempai and some of my own characters.

I don't know if I am going to be going to Melbone yet, it depends on if I have enough money or not ^^;



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I am just tell everyone who reads this that;

I love Happy_Hardcore!
I love him with all my heart and soul which he owns forever and always
And though we my be apart righ now in only one month we will be together again
And I cannot wait for that day to come
He is my friend, my lover, my shoulder to cry on, my air, my every step, my wings, my heart, my soul, my world, he is my everything.

My handsome boy I will see you soon, though we must sadly.
Though soon we will see each other again
And it will be a beautiful moment in time that we will never for get
I will always be yours my love, forever yours




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I found out today... my grandma is dying...
She won't live past two more years...
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Well me and Krystal... we're no longer together... I should have seen this coming, everytime something good happens, something else comes along and takes it away from me... but this time... it was one of my own family members which makes this so much more harder... it hurts so much and last night I couldn't stop crying! I never wanted to feel this way again but now... its happened I love her still and I know I always will but... that makes this all the more harder... cry




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Oh My God! Steave is dead I really can't believe that my friends at school and everywhere have been talking about it, its so very sad...
Its sush a hard hit for Australia and now people are trying to gain money out if his death by making fake web sites.
But what is more of a shock is that he must have been bitten abd stung by so many other animals and he was killed a sting ray on of the most plasied animals in the world. Its just so sad and I feel so sorry for his family. They are going to have a state funaral and I plan on going I just hope that I can get there.



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Gundam Blind: Chapter One: Those who cannot see


People believe that the last battle that had been in space had brought peace but as everyone knows nothing can stay quite for long. Though the years the Earth had divided itself up in N.W 70 the people that believed in bringing all countries to one ordered that all persons not agree with the policy where to be moved out to the colanes. Now a war has started trying to form a united world or giving the countries their own way.

“We must bring this Earth as one, I wish that the people of the colanes could understand, we cannot let this war last it needs to end before it gets to out of hand” Said the chairmen’s rep.
“Out of hand? Look out side and tell me things haven’t gotten out of hand already two colanes have been destroyed all because you want a united Earth! How can you stand there saying these words when you know what is going on Chairmen Representative? Tell us why people a dying for the views that you desire!” The Chairman of individuals stated

[Over on colane XC074]

“We have opened the project and our subject is handling it quite well. We have started her early” said one doctor
“Oh and how old is she?” asked another
“She is only 7 at this time”
“She? Why a girl?” another asked
“Well we have chosen a girl because it is more of a challenge”
“And what is her name?” said the last doctor
“He name is Lin Kie”
“What Kie you mean the Chairmen’s Daughter?”
“Yes The Chairmen has asked me to use her as the subject, her mother died when she was giving birth and her father has no time for her, remember there is a war going on, and she just might help up win against the United Earth”

[16 years later]

Lin was just coming back from her mission, it was a land mission which needed no mobile forces to be used only a ship to drop her off.
“How did the mission go?” asked the Doctor
“It has been accomplished sir the southern base of the United Earth has been destroyed” Lin replied with our any emotion shown in her voice.
“Good, while you were gone I have made something for you” said the Doctor
“Are you sure you didn’t steal it?” Lin asked again no emotion shown on her face or in her voice
“You will do well to watch what you say” There was no reply from Lin so the Doctor continued “I have made a Mobile Skin for you, it has been proven very strong and I believe that you will do well with this mobile skin”
“Why do I need one it has no use to me” Lin stated
“We will need you to attack the United Earth bases in space if they fall then United Earths Home Base will also fall”
“When will I be starting this mission?”
“As soon as you have gone though one editing operation”
“And what is that?” She asked
“It will require you to be blind, the Mobile skin will be your eyes we won't remove them because you need them to operate the mobile skin, as you get used to the system we while make you sunglasses and normal glasses so you will be able to see, you have no choice in this matter”
“Understood when do we start?” she asked
“We will begin now lay down on the bench” told the doctor “We won’t being using any drugs to help you out I don’t think you will need them if you have all your training in mind and if you scream we will not stop” one of the helpers paused when she heard that walking slowly up to the doctor and handing the tools over and looking down at Lin with sorrow and pity, though Lin did not understand why, this would help her further in her missions and complete them quickly and also for fill her promise to the doctor she remembered her first day here, the doctor going though and explaining all the exercises and at the end every time she saw the doctor she would say
“When I am free and I know I will, I will kill you” and that would be the last thing she would say before being taken away for the exercises.

Thinking even further back she remembered what her father told her
“I want a solder not a girl she is weak and will never amount to anything” she knew that he was talking to her and he still acted as if she wasn’t there, no matter how many times her father said that she would never cry, and she had never cried in her whole life and would never cry, she would be strong and stay strong, not to make her father happy but to kill anyone who had ever said those words to her, the only feeling she could ever feel was anger and nothing else.

Finally after a 16-hour operation it was finished they helped Lin into the mobile skin and started up the OS though the speaker she could hear the doctor speak
“Lin you are now in your mobile skin soon you will feel liquid over you and it will tighten, that is your suit then you imagery program will boot up after that you can move and that is how you will move your mobile skin understand?”
“Yes doctor I understand, oh and doctor, when I get free and I know I will, I will kill you” and that was the last thing that crossed the speakers before the OS was turned on, the hole proses took less then 2 minuets including her password. Lin began moving her arms and then her legs she could see out side the lap was empty and the personnel where behind a thick sheet of bullet proof glass, she smirked to herself she knew as well as the doctor that one step on that room and all of the doctors would be dead. Though it wasn’t time yet she would wait until it was right and she would destroy the whole lab taking the mobile skin for herself.
“We are transferring you to a different room where you can try out the weapons and get used to the feel of them” said a different doctor named Kate she was the only one who seem kind and respectful to her maybe it was because she didn’t want to die with the others or maybe because she was nice, but Lin knew that she would let Kate free for she never said those words that she hated so much.
Lin felt the floor move and she saw the new room, a different supply of weapons where on her left and right different targets came up all in different speeds and everyone she hit but the one she like the most was the Doctor target she knew she wasn’t suppose to shoot at it but Lin did anyway it was the only part Lin enjoyed in the activity.

[AN: Yay! My first part of my story finished I know its kinda creepy and different from some of the Gundam series but that’s what I wanted ^-^ yeah its been fun doing the first chapter and I am on will be on the next soon, you always find out who “The Doctor” is and other new characters ^-^ none of them are the same though, there different in every way ^-^ hope you enjoyed this chapter give me some feed-back of what you think.]




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There is also some songs that I have done and I would really like it if you could tell me what you think please ^^ heart

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The Heart of Sadness

One drop for the loss of a loved one
One drop for be hurt by others
One drop for hurting yourself
One drop for seeing another die

Cold hearts do beat
Cold hearts do live
Cold hearts do love
But cold hearts do not feel

One step to fall down
One step to go forth
One step to see what comes
One step to keep alive

Warm hearts crumble
Warm hearts fall
Warm heart live alone
But warm hearts do die

One lie that tell a tail
One lie that covers all
One lie that shows darkness
One lie that saves

The heart of sadness is lonely
And cold, it brings heart brake and so mush sorrow
The mask that people where to hide this sad heart cracks
And falls to the ground
A silent scream like your soul cries out to be saved
Yet none can hear it
None can see the pain it brings
To hide in the shadows and wait�wait to be saved.


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Soul

V1
Sunshine though eyes of a child
Tears of a broken heart
Smile of the innocent
Laughter from a friend


Pre CH
Look into to the soul of the unknown
Listen to the words of stranger
Hear the winds blow from another land
Call to a person you do not know

CH
I
The whisper of the words you have heard before
The unknown screams of another
The crying of the wicked
And the smiles of the few
I
This is the sou-l we kno-w

V2
War of the mirror land
Battles of the past
Knowledge of the unwise
And the picture of the future

Pre CH
Look into to the soul of the unknown
Listen to the words of stranger
Hear the winds blow from another land
Call to person you do not know

CH

Mg8
Blue; seas we do not see
Red; blood of the fallen
Green; the eyes a baby
Orange; the sun says goodbye
Black; evil we know to well
White; the lies of man

CH x2/ SOFT


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Day-Dream
By Rae Munster and Monique Hanley


The separation of light and darkness
Take unto me all that I can
Be what I be
Hiding from reality
Screaming in pain I go to my world
Where no one can hurt me not even myself

(Chorus)
Take my hand
I want you to see
What no one else can
One of my dreams
There's only light calling to me
Drifting from darkness I see what I see
Two people sharing one memory
Owning itself we be what we be

Out in the world seeing broken dreams
Hating myself for no one can help
Reaching for hope in another place
My heart grows cold from the icy reality
I feel only darkness in this meaningless space

(Chorus)

I reach for the warmth that hides in my mind
I hold it tight ever so closely
Screaming for you, holding out my hand
Grab a hold I see that you feel the same
And as it is ending I want you to know
I feel a cold shiver run down my spine
I don't want it to end
So...

(Chorus)

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Sound of the beating drum (harmony)



The sound of marching
The sound of the wicked
The drums of the war begin
And echo though the land

Young boy
Have you ever seen gun

No sir only heard one

Young boy
Oh young boy
Your mother she must scared

No sir she is not scared
Only lying there
Until I meet her again

Oh young boy
Have ever heard the beating drum

Yes sir
The day I came
The light of green
And paint of blood
That was the day I heard
The beating drum

Oh young boy
Have you seen the dead?

Only in my nightmares sir
Only in my dreams sir

Oh young have you ever killed a man

No sir
Only in my nightmares

Oh young boy
War is a nightmare (NEW) Date: 28th of Dec 2005



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No More Years



So many years
To look back on
Not one with out you there
It feels so strange to think
Soon you ll be gone
No more years to look back on

Soon there be day
Where the sky turns grey
The sun won't be there
To warm your face
I�ll have to say goodbye

When I fall your there to catch me
But soon I�ll fall to the ground
You won�t be there to save
Or to wipe away the tear
I won�t let go
I can�t let go

You the one who gave me strength
But as you leave
I just can�t stand
I watch you fade away
But I can�t let go

When I fall your there to catch me
But soon I�ll fall to the ground
You won�t be there to save
Or to wipe away the tear
I won�t let go
I can�t let go

So many years
To look back on
Not one with out you there
It feels so strange to think
Soon you�ll be gone
No more years to look back on


[NEW 6/6/06]

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Can anyone see me
Does any one care
I scream aloud
And try to stand out
You miss me every time
You always pass me by

It seems like people can
Walk right though me
Not even notice I am
Standing here
I shout and now sees me

Can anyone see me
Does anyone care
I scream aloud
And try stand out
You miss me every time
You always pass me by

I feel like I'm fade
And no one wonders
Where I am
I reach for you
But you always seem
So far

Can anyone see me
Does anyone care
I scream aloud
And try to stand out
You miss me every time
You always pass me by

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Will you cry for the loss of another?
As you walk away from these memories
Will you fall from the sky?
When your wings can’t make fly

It’s getting harder to speak
I lost one part of me that day
When I left them behind
Is it worth all you had to walk?
As your eyes seem to fade

Will you hold your head up high?
As you drop to your knees
Will you cry yourself to sleep?
As you turn your back on me

It’s getting harder to speak
I lost one part of me that day
When I left them behind
Is it worth all you had to walk?
As your eyes seem to fade

Is it worth all you know?
To step away from what you had
Do you stop ask yourself?
‘What is wrong with me?’

It’s getting harder to speak
I lost one part of me that day
When I left them behind
Is it worth all you had to walk?
As your eyes seem to fade

Will you cry for the loss of another?
As you walk away from these memories
Will you fall from the sky?
When your wings can’t fly

6/08/08
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Why must the world be so cold?
Why must it be so damn hard
To see the point of all of this?
Why must this all lead to no where?

So I push and push and push
And still nothing changers
Still nothing changers
And so I run and run and run
To find I'm going no where
Fine I'm going no where
All I want is to be free
Is this a nightmare?
Or can it turn into a dream?

Can't you see whats in your hands?
Are you so blind to the world
That you can't see what you have?
You'll your path on your own.

So if you push and push and push
You'll find that you are growing
Find that you are growing
And if you run and run and run
You'll get to where your going
Get to where your going.
It's not a nightmare
But a dream

Can you help me see the way you do

Just open your eyes and look for yourself

Can you help me to feel as you do

Just open your heart and feel it like you used to

So if I push and push and push
I'll find that I am growing
Find that you are growing
And if I run and run and run
I'll get to where I'm going
Get to where your going

This isn't a nightmare

But a dream

Can't you see



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