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Well it seems that Tara is pissing everyone off. My Bf hates her his brother hates her, Brad has hated her longer than I have but all she has left is Dru and Dustin. Who knows how long that will last. It was cool though I had my bf, his brother and his brothers Gf over for a couple nights. we went to Brad & Dru's got a little tipsy and high. And had some fun! I was surprized Tara wasn't there usually she is glued to them. But hey I got to chill with the guys for once so it was a nice change. I think the guys know that me and Grant won't show up with her around and Getting Phil to show up when she's around is almost as hard. Besides we went back to my place after so if she did show up we would have just headed home early.Dru's really close to her so he kinda keeps quiet around me but everyone else is really friendly! Me and Dustin were pussing each other around which was porbably a bad idea because our balance wasn't that great but hey we were having fun. My Bf was trashed though! Aww he's so cute when he can't walk straight. blaugh
I got a new ps2 game I'm really addicted! It's called Castlevaina; lement of innocence. It's a pretty cool game!I have a few games for my ps2. I got a new mem card and a new paddle. So now I can play two player games. I'm gonna get the cord that splits it into 4 so when I have people over more than one or 2 can play. I want to get a new tv to put in my bed room then I want a ps1 for it so if I have people over and they want to goto bed and I want to stay up I can go into my room and play it in there. and I have like 2 ps1 paddles and afew ps1 games so it only makes sence to get a ps1. That and ps1's are so easy to geta hold of.
Oh there's a new store in town today and it just opened up! I went there to look at some of the stuff and I fell in love with a lot of the clothes so when I get paid I'm going shopping.I neeed new clothes anyways. I have a family get together comming up and I need something nice to wear to it.I can't wait I haven't seen a lot of my family for 3 or 4 years now it will be nice to see them for once. That and I haven't seen my cousins in ages and I bet their gonna be there too. I was hoping
to be able to bring my boyfriend but my parents said not this time but he's aloud for thanksgiving. I hope their not thinking he'll be gone by then because come the 23rd it will be a year and we've already decited that were going for 2 years biggrin
Well I better end this. hey look at the pirate > pirate well toodles
Tiffany heart Grant
 hottielikes · Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 04:25pm · 0 Comments |
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Wow I know me and Tara have had problems but wow.She hates me, for real! she can't stand me around ... my once best friend hates me ... she's friends with my boyfriend now...it's funny I was only a few months ago trying to get them to like each other and now ...wow. I just don't know what to say. IT seems to be a reaccuring story... Gee am I that bad of a person or horrible or what ever? I just don't see what I did wrong ... she says I broke her trust but I donno I guess she can get away with breaking my trust (big time) and I'm suposed to forgive and forget, but if I do some thing wrong than she hates me.
Thank fully I had my boyfriend there yesterday. He made me feel so much better.
He's amazing! I think I would have been in a alot worse mood than I was today. I was a little bit bitter today but other than that I functioned pretty well. I just wish all this would stop I wish I cold fnd my self a real bestfriend. Right now the closest thing I have to a real friend is Grant. I know so many people, I say hi to so many people each day but truth be told, I can't really concider any of them a friend, let alone a best friend... Aquaintances ... thats about it...just a bunch of people that I know from some time ago. People I may have called a friend then but now we have faded apart and can bairly hold the rights to saying hi. It sux and the fact that I live on my own makes all that more depressing. I'n fact if itwasn't for Grant I don't think I could handle this .. o.k maybe I'm stretching it a bit, but I know that I certainly wouldn't be feeling a little bit better if it wasn't for him. Well I better go ...I doubt that anyone reads this anyways.
Tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 10:54pm · 0 Comments |
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Well I had my boyfriend over last night it was fun, for once we didn't have to get up at 4 or 5 am, we actually slept in some what. It's so hot up in my apartment that some days it's imposible to sleep in. So he left this am because he had to go home for once blaugh . I haven't been doing too much for the past few days, just been trying to keep cool.
I have to admit I was a little worried about something. See one of my friends or not so much a friend any more ... she seems to have more interest with my boyfriend than me. but any ways she invited my boyfriend to goto a theme park with her. Which if she was bringing a bunch of people wouldn't bother me as much but she only invited my boyfriend. That and latly I don't think I can trust her. I have found out a few things she has lied to me about. That and the fact that she hasn't really bothered contacting me at all even though she lives about a 10 min walk from my place. I donno I just don't trust her intentions. But you know what thats ok because I trust my boyfriend. He told me not to worry about it last night. That and he tells me he loves me all the time. So I can trust him... but I swear to god if she hits on him at all she will have to deal with me. I'm not a violent person at all, and I really don't want to be the jealous type, but something just doesn't seem right about her some times. And truth be told I wouldn't mind if she read this because maybe it would make her realize that every action has a reaction and that she has still yet to earn back my trust.
Well anyways I'm gonna go, I'm all out of things to rant about. Toodles!
Tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Thu Jun 30, 2005 @ 08:59pm · 0 Comments |
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last night was fun but ... |
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Wow I had fun last night biggrin me my boyfriend and his friend Nathan went everywhere last night! My boy friend doesn't feel comfortable to have a passenger on the back of his bike just yet, after all he hasn't even had his bike licence for more than a couple of months. But anyways his friend Nathan that has been riding for quite a while offered to take me on the back of his bike, and after some reluctance I decided I would go. I had never been on a bike before yesterday. So now I know why Grant loves his bike almost as much as he loves me blaugh But anyways the guy I was riding with says I'm a really great passenger and he couldn't believe that I have never been on a bike before. Once I got used to Nathan I wasn't even afraid of the sharp turns and the high speeds. All though the guys started off not too bad so I could get used to being on the back but once I got it down the boys let loose a little more. We went almost everywhere last night
well not everywhere just tilly burg, port b & b blaugh , simco, just everywhere. Lets put it this way we left Aylmer around 7, 7:30pm and didn't get home till about 2:30 am. So almost 7 hours on a bike! We had such a blast, I laugh though because we'd ride up and I'd be on the back of nathan's bike then I would go over to Grant and give him a great big kiss blaugh personally I thought that was kinda funny. You know ride up with one guy and make out with another type thing.
We drank too much coffee. I know that sounds weird comming from a coffee lover like me but I had about 2 or 3 coffee's at work that day a bottle of pop, then 3 more coffee's on top of that. Then the next day I got up went to work and had another coffee. That was too much I felt like crap all day at work. I didn't sleep at all last night cause Grant and Nathan slept over. That and I hadn't eaten anything healthy the whole time so my stumach was eating me alive! So I got home today and got my key's from Grant and passed out right away. It wasn't till I woke up that I realized Grant had my cell phone. I had to use a pay phone to call my cell phone so I could get it back.
Nathans cool he seems like a Great guy and he 's the brother of 3 other guys I used to hang out with but never at the same time. The only problem I have with Nathan is he hits on me. All the time, even if Grants there and even when he's not. I don't mind Grant compimenting me on how I look cause well he's my boyfriend but anybody else it's kinda creepy. For example I got hit on about 4 times yesterday, at least four that I know of. Twice in the park while I was walking my cat ( yes I was walking my cat got a problem with that ?? )once by a chick just out side the building my apartments in and probably a billion times by Nathan. It's a good thing Grants not the jealous type. It was funny because there was this really nice bike out side of the building I live in and it turns out to belong to the chick who hit on me and the guy she was with. It was a really nice bike it was custom build and it was black and silver with flames and oh how I do love flames! it was a really nice bike.
Well anyways I definatly liked motorcycles before but after spending all night on the back of one it only makes me love them even more. I can't wait to get on the back of Grant's bike now. I just wish he would get his bike fixed, cause I really don't want to be on the back of it with as many problems as he currently has with his bike. He trusts it but I really don't. Well anyways I'm still kinda tired so I think I'm gonna go back to bed blaugh
I wish my landlord will give me a working fridge I've been waiting pretty much a month. and he keeps saying he'll be there with a new fridge but he hasn't replaced it yet. well I'm going. Gotta get more sleep and see if I have afridge besides this entry is too long. toodles
Tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Tue Jun 28, 2005 @ 10:38pm · 0 Comments |
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Well I was suposed to have my friend from london come down for monday then she changed it to tuesday then wednesday and then she didn't finally come over till thursday. Oh well it was still nice to see her. It's great I see my landlord yesterday and he asked me how everything was doing and I said all was good then I go home and that night my fridge messes up and isn't cold enough to keep anything cold. On top of that my apartment is soooo hottt!!!
I got a kitten on tuesday. he's sooo cute his name is Malicy (mal-ick-i ). It's so hot up there though I kinda feel bad for him. I mean it's a little unusual for a kitten to pant right? He's cute though he's black with a white spot under his chin and on his tummy. I love him smile all though now he's my boyfriends only compition. lol I'm compeating against a motorcycle and he's compeating against a kitten blaugh Oh well he loves my cat. Also I think my kitten is the only kitten ever to have god parents. my boyfriends brother is the godfather and my friend Tara is the godmother. The godmother is already ploting ways to kill me so she can have the kitten. He's a huge suck too!! he loves people and loves attention and loves to play. He likes peoples shoes. there his favorite toy next is a beaded necklace and then a little pink mouse... it's bright pink (ick) he seems to like it. It was in my apartment when I moved in so hey a free toy.
Well I'm going to head out to the casino to see if i win anything so toodles!!!
Tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Fri Jun 10, 2005 @ 03:54pm · 0 Comments |
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well I didn't have much more to say this time either but I'm in need of gold and this gives me more than any where else.
My boyfriend may not be coming over tonight because his parents are getting a hottub and I guess they want him to help set it up. I'll miss him if he doesn't come over.I was hoping to have him spend the first night together in my new apartment tonight. If he doesn't come over than I have to wait till saterday or even worse next saterday. Oh well he can't be over allthe time now canhe I mean he's gotta have a life outside me too.
Oh well the weather hasn't got any better so I guess we're gonna have to do the water balloons another day. That kinda sux but oh well. well I have to get off the internet. So I'll write again the next time I'm on.Ohand btw if your reading my journal the least you can do is leave a comment. It pleases me to get comments I'm a bit of a comment whore blaugh well toodles
Tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 07:55pm · 0 Comments |
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well not much planned for today hoping maybe the boyfriend will sleep over tonight. Planning a water baloon fight if the weather warms up but other than that not doing much. I donno, I still don't have a fridge or stove so I'm waiting for that. looking forward to next week. well looking forward to eating real food blaugh My apartment is cool I love it !! couldn't be happyer. well thats about it. well I'm done razz toodles!!
Tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Fri Jun 03, 2005 @ 03:38pm · 0 Comments |
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Well I've moved ! yup I got my ownplace now. It's pretty cool. I got a door on my bathroom yay! The last placeyou had a shower curtain for the door. The only problem rigt now it that i don't have a fridge or stove yet, but I get them on the weekend. So I have my food stored at my old place till I get them. At least I'll have a fridge in time for my girls night in. We're having it on tuesday instead of monday. Thats ok though. Then next saterday is my other party. I have all the alcohol I need so I'm good there. And I got all my groceries. All I need to do is do my laundry and I have to wait to get the 25 bux back from my old roommate that I lent him so I can go do that.
I was kinda frusterated yesterday I went to work I moved some of my stuffthen went grocery shopping and thenI moved the rest of my stuff and started unpacking so I was a little cranky. I feel so bad cause I yelled at my boyfriend. Over something stupid too. Iwas trying to change the time on my microwave and he was being silly and kept messing up the time and I yelled at him to stop it. he stoped right away and I felt so bad and apoligized. I never yell at hm I've nevr raised my voice to him or anything I mean he's gotten me upset before but I never get angry at him.
I donno I hope he didn't feel hurt by it or anything. I would hate to think that I hurt him in anyway.
I can't wait till friday cause then Grant will get to sleep over in my new
place with me. It was sooo hot last night I was wearing minamal clothing and I was bairly covered by my sheet and I was sweating to death I went to bed around 11pm and I don't think I fell asleep till 12pm.
well I gtg . Toodles!!
tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Thu Jun 02, 2005 @ 03:46pm · 0 Comments |
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moving moving tomorrow!!!! |
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Well I move out on my own tomorrow, no roommates and I aready have plans. I have a friend from london comming down monday night, then saterday I'm throwing a birthday bash for my friend brad, I was gonna go to one of grant's (the boyfriend) friends birthday party but I really hate partying with strangers. I don't mind meeting new people but I'd rather do it in a sober compasity. This party is a multi reason party though! It's brads birthday, it's my moving party, and it's billys going away party. It's gonna be an blast. We having music and video games, alcohol, a lil mary jane, and of course a bunch of close friends that you can just chill with. Plus for once I will be able to crash out on my own bed blaugh as suposed to a tent or the floor or a camper.
I can't wait tomorrow I move into my own place yay!! I have my boyfriend helping me and my friend Tara is helping me and probably my roomate too it's just moving up stairs so it shouldn't be too bad. I can't wait. I have to work tomorrow, move and get groceries, so it's gonna be a bussy day.
Me and my friend Tara are getting better now. I mean she offered to help me move which is a big deal cause she hasn't been over for about a month. That and she's comming over to brad's birthday party. it's still no where near to how we were before. but it's gonna take tiem for us to go back to normal. I'm still not quite sure as to what happened.
Well I better go I gotte go talk to my landlord. Toodles!!
Tiffany heart Grant
hottielikes · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 05:44pm · 0 Comments |
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