Old habits die hard, but some things never die.
Learned a few lessons that I know I learned a while ago. Its cold and its warm, almost bittersweet knowing that I'm going in circles but that I'm still becoming better even if it means going back to my roots. It's hard not to become jaded, but it's harder learn to let go of past anger, resentment, failures and insecurities that you've held onto. Fear is so easy, but I've learned that being uncomfortable means you aren't staying still, there's always the risk of falling of being torn down, but know that any step you take, you take it in a direction different from before and no one can tell you that you haven't tried. Your progress is your own, either own it or let it own you, and I'm done letting my life go.
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