dont worry ill never leave or abondon you...im your friend...dont leave please...
nice words to those who are hurting and need someone alot...but what happends when someone says that then just leaves you to die when they are right there...people like them are liars...the type of people i hate...back stabbers..all innocent yet they do the exact opposite when u least expect it....i was one of those people.....i hated it...so i stopped when it was way to much...not that anyone would believe me now bc ive hurt to many....i cant protect myself yet i try to protect others....they dont want my protection for i have done too much too wrong...i am looking for redemtion but it will never come....bc im too far gone...so its open season on me to those who want to hurt me...for i have no backing...i want to have things better but...was it too late to turn from the darkness...or should i have just stayed there.being what i hated the most....a liar....many may see me as one still but...so far i tell the truth bc i try to keep the people precious to me...but i see when those who say they want to be my friend arent really trying at all and have an attitude...then why bother trying.....to those who read go ahead and comment feedback is essential
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