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I know no one reads this, but i came here just to reflect, i guess. I quit here when I was 18 now Im' 21 thinking about what grad school I'll be applying to. Who would have known something so stupid wold have had such a huge impact on me. I used to write to you all every day back when I was thirteen. I had my first "boyfriend" on here, to later on learn what it was like to date in real life. Time has changed a substantial amount.When you guys first met me, I hardly had any friends, hated my preteen life (that was sooooo hard *sarcasm), and had my first few lovers on here. Now ill be graduating from college with a bachelors, going onto grad school, learned to love myself and love the people who surround me, learned what its like to be loved and to have been lost. I still think back to all the people I met and the amazing conversations I had with some of you. Maybe one day I could add some of you on facebook, but truly, who cares. We all have new journeys, new beginning, and finally I have a place to be my self once again. Thank you gaia for giving me something I never realized I lost, my childhood.
With all the love in the world.
Amanda Rose