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I was a girl without any confidence. This is was my first time. Since I know him, and he changed me... My whole life.. is changed by him.. I always think that i'm a ugly girl. No one will care what happen to me, no one will ever do it. Till this year. When school reopen...
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"School is reopen again, I hate school!" I said
"It's not that bad. At least we can stay away from our parents~" Wendy said
After chatting, we went back to our class. Teacher started to choose class monitor. And the teacher selected him to be the class monitor. But I didn't care about it.
I met many new friends in my class, and Wendy is super popular. She always chatting with others. And I always sit aside and watch, maybe sometimes i'll jealous.
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Till one day, when Wendy chatting with others, a guys came up and chat with me. His name is Kai.
"Wanna chat?" Kai said
I'm like so don't want to talk.
"Whatever." I said.
He sat beside me, and started to chat with me. We chatted for a while. and his best friend came too. His best friend is him..
"Ms.Lim calling you." He said.
And they both went to find Ms.Lim.
Wendy came back and ask me
"What does u both chat about?"She asked.
"Nothing, just some useless topic." I said to her
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After few months... I can't believe Wendy, Kai and him became best friends.
And I so hate him. He always quarrel with me for no reason.
Till one day, Kai said something that had stopped him for quarrel with me..
"U like her, right ?"Kai asked him
This made him changed.. He stopped to quarrel with me.
But this also made me uncomfortable. I always bother Wendy after he stopped to quarrel with me.
And i didn't knew that i started to like him..
Every time when a friend call his name, i'll see who is that. Sometimes i'll look at him for no reason.
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It's about April, he started to chat with me but not quarrel...
26th April, that day was my birthday. Wendy and others making a birthday party for me. Wendy told me she didn't invite him. But i wish that she invited him.
That night, Wendy told me she will go by her car and also called me to go with her. But then, she didn't appear. She called me.
"I'm busy at the moment, I called someone to come with u." She said
"Ok, fine. Who's that?" I said
"You'll see later, bye." She said
"Wait! Tell m.." I said
I've been waited for 30 mins..
The "guy" haven't came. When I was going to go back home. The guy came, is him. And i just went into his car and didn't talk a word.
"You're beautiful today."He said.
I was shocked and blushing.
"Thanks."I said
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We reached Wendy house. And we didn't talk to each other after that.
Wendy and others was trying to made us talk, I ignored it. But I wish he talk to me.
It's almost time to go back home. I told Wendy I'll go home by myself. But she don't let.
"It's dangerous for a girl." She said
"Company her go back. Otherwise if something happened to her, I'll blame you " She said him.
He had no choice and just listen to her.
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Others have went back, and I was walking home with him.
"You can go back now..." I said to him.
"Where are you going to?" He asked
"None of your business." I said and walked away.
I went to the beach, and sat there.
I didn't know that he followed me. He stalked me.
His cell phone rang. And I saw him hiding behind the tree. He walked upward, and sat beside me. I walked away, he hold my hand and said "Stay." I was like out of control and sat back beside him.
“It's good to sit here, right?" I said, i was trying to talk to him.
"Hmm.." He said.
We sat there for a while, and I was so tired that i fall asleep.
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The next morning, about 5am. I found out that I'm sleeping on him, and his jacket is on me. I've been thinking "In a night, you still take off your jacket." I looked at him and smile. Not long, he woke up.
"Am I bothering you sleeping?" I asked.
"Not at all."He said and smile.
This was my first time saw him smile like this.
"It's morning now, want to go back?" I said
"Stay a while" He said
"You know what happened last night?" He asked me.
"I can't remember anything, I just remember that I was tired and fall a sleep" I said.
"You really cant remember anything?" He said
"No." I said
"Good." He said
I stare at him and ask "What happened?"
"Nothing." He said, he was trying to hide something.
I stare at him. He was blushing.
"Fine, I'll go now. Bye" I said.
As I was trying to stand, I fall on him. I was shocked and trying to move backward. He hug me tightly, and said "don't go." I was shocked and don't know what to do next. I knew that i still love him..