Its been forever sense I've seen your face
Its been forever sense I've felt a fathers embrace
Although right now I have to sit back and wait
I wonder if its already to late...
Its Christmas time,full of Happiness and Cheer
Children count down the days till Santa comes with his Reindeer
Parents hustle to get all the shopping done
To make sure their childrens christmas is bright and fun
I see this and I know I should be happy
For the good things in life, not the crappy
but deep inside theres this ping in my heart
That reminds me my parents are apart
and Christmas wont ever be normal...
You say that you love me...but is that even true?
Contact between is bare..and all because of a shoe
"Thats stupid" you said "bring your sneakers!"
My throat tighten as you shouted through the speakers
I looked to the side to see my friends sneakers laying aside
Just incase I ever needed to give them a try
But you wouldnt take that, you made my words smother
"Do you want to end up like your mother?"
I stared at the phone full of shock
and slamed the phone shut without a second thought
Whats past is past, and its time to get over it
But your to selfish to even admit
Days past to months before I heard your voice again
A class of gym turned into a trip to the orthopedic surgeon
I dialed your numbers in my time of need
I was sure you would follow the father's creed
Instead of consolation, you yelled at me again
Full knowing about my bad bend
"you cant expect me to come back to you in your time of need." you say
I cannot express my dismay..
"No,listen..." you say but it was to late
I clicked the end button, my tears falling down straight
Isnt that what a father does? Help their children when their down?
To make their day bright when all they can do is frown?
I've learned many things sense then
Like not to call or email you ever again
Until the day comes when you finaly see
What your pride has done to me
I sit hear with a heavy heart
Feeling as if its been stabbed with a dart
I realize that I may never see your face
and never again feel a father's embrace...
Its been forever sense I've felt a fathers embrace
Although right now I have to sit back and wait
I wonder if its already to late...
Its Christmas time,full of Happiness and Cheer
Children count down the days till Santa comes with his Reindeer
Parents hustle to get all the shopping done
To make sure their childrens christmas is bright and fun
I see this and I know I should be happy
For the good things in life, not the crappy
but deep inside theres this ping in my heart
That reminds me my parents are apart
and Christmas wont ever be normal...
You say that you love me...but is that even true?
Contact between is bare..and all because of a shoe
"Thats stupid" you said "bring your sneakers!"
My throat tighten as you shouted through the speakers
I looked to the side to see my friends sneakers laying aside
Just incase I ever needed to give them a try
But you wouldnt take that, you made my words smother
"Do you want to end up like your mother?"
I stared at the phone full of shock
and slamed the phone shut without a second thought
Whats past is past, and its time to get over it
But your to selfish to even admit
Days past to months before I heard your voice again
A class of gym turned into a trip to the orthopedic surgeon
I dialed your numbers in my time of need
I was sure you would follow the father's creed
Instead of consolation, you yelled at me again
Full knowing about my bad bend
"you cant expect me to come back to you in your time of need." you say
I cannot express my dismay..
"No,listen..." you say but it was to late
I clicked the end button, my tears falling down straight
Isnt that what a father does? Help their children when their down?
To make their day bright when all they can do is frown?
I've learned many things sense then
Like not to call or email you ever again
Until the day comes when you finaly see
What your pride has done to me
I sit hear with a heavy heart
Feeling as if its been stabbed with a dart
I realize that I may never see your face
and never again feel a father's embrace...
