Its been a long time since I've last written in this thing. So much has happened.
I now live in a different state from where I used to. I like it a lot. Im learning a lot of things as I go. Which is nice. I miss family and friends but hey.. whats new?
I had a boyfriend for about 4 months and he broke up with me about a month ago. It was kinda sad. now we are trying to be friends. I dont even know if that's gonna work out.. Its even harder that we work together. sad I had recently lost feelings for him which is good but deep down i will always have feelings for the guy. if he ever asked me back in the future I know I'll take him. So basically he'll always have a place in my heart.. smile
He lost a lot of his feelings for me. he said he probably wont date me again due to our differences.. Mainly Im not like any of the girls he usually dates.. (emo chicks) and he likes to hang out with friends and stuff.. Hey, i love to hang out with friends, i just cant drive right now.. So we cant have too much of an arguement about that.
How the hell do you hang out with a guy and not show ANY feelings for him other than friendship? I guess all his ex girlfriends want him back.. which is strange. he pissed me off during the relationship by talking about them and what he did with them.. bedroom wise.. *rolls eyes*
anywho.. ranting on again..
Im bored. I have to go to work in about 2 and a half hours.. sad I dont feel well either.
I've been so depressed the last couple weeks. I dont know what to do. :/
Meh.. oh well. No one around here cares too much. Every one of my friends at work is friends with my ex too. So far only 1 person has been wanting to help me and have me talk to her on what i think. I love her sooo much! She's soooo helpful. smile
I wanna go home! sad
 HollowAttraction · Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 01:38am · 0 Comments |
