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~Randomnality~
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So basically, I find it kind of pointless to put my thoughts on the internet where people can see them, so I've resorted to a journal that I found in my desk drawer.

I think it will be better that way.





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Alright, this has some stuff that could keep you posted if you wanted it to be like that and some new stuff.

So that girl said no to my friend. He seems okay though, I even gave him a pep-talk telling him that he could probably get any girl he wanted. Which he can, he just hasn't taken that into consideration yet.

I went to yet another soccer game. Not for the same team though. This team has a bunch of my guy friends on it. And suprisingly enough, who shows up? My friend from the earlier journal and her boyfriend. Yay. It was a very good game though. I managed to stay the whole game. The thing was, it that they were sooooo annoying. They'd make out in front of all of these parents. It hated it. Thank God I had some of my other friends with me. Or else I would've died.

During the game a different best guy friend (I have many of them) was playing goalie, and goals passed him. Later that night, he was totally beating himself up about it. It made me feel so sad because he's normally very self-confident and has a really high self-esteem. That's what makes him so awesome. And this week, he's changed (meaning he's doing things that he's never done before). For example, he never wore jeans a day in his left until Wednesday. Now he wears them constantly. And at a football game last night, I asked him if he wanted some food on me, and he said he wasn't hungry. He's never turned down free food before. It sort of scares me a little bit.

Also at this football game, one of my friends (not the same guy) had a mental breakdown. It freaked me out. I've never seen him like that before. So my best girl friend (the one on my good side) went and talked to him. Apparently, things are moving too fast for him, and he likes a girl, but he won't say who. He thinks he has no chance with his girl. And the thing is, my friend thinks it could be me. I wouldn't know what to say if that were true. He's really nice, and I slow-danced with him at a dance, but that dance didn't really mean anything to me. I wonder if it meant anything to him? Maybe I'll never know.

Well that's enough ranting for the time being.

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So here is my sudden ranting that I feel I need to rant about.

First is that I was at my BFF's soccer game with his GF (one of my other BFF's). She is like the most overprotective person in the whole wide world. And also one of the most parenoid. I'm as obsessed with soccer as some guys are with football. I know what I'm talking about at soccer games. It's like my sport. This is like one of the first soccer games she's been to in her life. And whenever I'd say something about the game or about something else, she'd yell at me to be quiet or something. It bothered the crap out of me. So I had to leave at the half. I couldn't stand it anymore. She was just making me mad.

Also, another thing that is bothering me is that one of my other really, really, REALLY good friends got a date for homecoming. A girl asked him and he was excited to go. No girl has really ever asked him before. So at the end of the night, he asked her out. She told him that she'd think about it. In my opinion, that is like one of the worst answers you can give a person. So he's been waiting since Saturday for and answer. It's Tuesday. And he really likes this girl. I'm thinking that she's going to say no, because if you really like a guy, you'd immediately give him an answer. So we're still waiting for what she's going to say.

Even with those two in mind, I even have a bigger problem. So both of my BGF's (best girl friends) have boyfriends. Meaning I am always all alone while they are going out or double dating. It's like they have no time for me in their lives anymore. I'm even considering just ditching them as friends (especially the one mentioned in the first paragraph). I can never hang out with them without having the guy come along with us. Which is really annoying. I really hate it when they start making out in front of me. Or if we're in the car, them and their BF's go in the back of the car and start whispering. Most of the time, I'm really not suprised if it's about me.

Well maybe I'll get back to this, give you an update, something to keep you amused.

But does anyone read this anyways?




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So that party sucked.

Just to let you know.

If anyone bothers to read this thing anyway.





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Yet another party.
The parties are
all the same.
People are making
out on the couch,
Me and Stace in
the corner just
hanging out
by ourselves,
no one caring
how we feel.
Uh huh.
One more party
where I feel bad.
A party when I cry
when I come home.
But for some weird reason,
I really want to go tomorrow night.
I'll keep everyone posted
on how it went.




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Things are just
not they way they
used to be.
My mom and
dad yell at
each other constantly,
My little sister has
all of a sudden turned
into a monster,
my friends have been
wrongfully accusing me
of things and hiding
things from me,
and basically anything
that could
possibly happen.
I just miss
everything about
what happened
before.




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Grrr.

My friend just came back from Canada and told me to call her.

The lines busy.

She's probably talking to her boyfriend.

I've been calling her for like an hour.

I've dialed her nmber so many times, I can dial it without looking at the numbers.

She better hang up with him soon.

I'm sad.

D :




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