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Looking for story idea's, and a good group of users/avie's |
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I'm going to be surfing around gaia, looking for users that I have a good feeling about and also they must have good avatar's. I will also be trying to think up story idea's to put in my journal if they get published. That's pretty much all I wanted to say for now.
 magebakura2 · Sun May 06, 2007 @ 12:06am · 0 Comments |
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Okay, I've usually got no clue what to write in here and when i have one they're usually very small entries in my imagination but once I start typing the entry It ends up being huge so here it goes. Today was okay because Wes was just bound to get on my nerves because I'd already made up my mind without even trying to that I just didn't wanna deal with all the social niceties that I usually give to the most annoying people in my class but then it got a little better towards the end of the day, I'm thinking about just telling my girlfriend that I want to take a break from having a relationship 'cause I mean it's almost like we're just best friends with benefits, it's actually kinda depressing me alot so.. I'm gonna be thinking alot about if I should just break up with my girlfriend because I'm just not happy and I'm not in the best place to be dating anyone right now because it almost feels like emty words when I say I love you to anyone, including my own family and it's really disheartening to feel empty and numb when someone says I love you and you just say it back to make them happy and not because it's what you truely feel.. I just don't know I think I just need some time to think and to just find what makes me happy and what's keeping me alive from day to day of just feeling empty and just.. not there. On a happier note, I've been doing better with my battle with depression that I've had to fight all my life, I mean it's still a tough fight every day and it's tiring me out and I'm only 16, I mean I shouldn't have spent my entire life fighting off depression for my entire life, I should be partying, finding out my own identity, getting a job and preparing for life and I don't know how to drive, cook, and I have no social skills that I haven't had to work and put so much into getting them. s**t, that's not very positive >.< sometimes I just wish I could redo somethings over again and have a better life with my family and not be the school freak all my life and not be so god damn selfish or self centered or whatever the hell it is, I'm sick of only thinking of myself.. I'm gonna ruin my life and put my mom into an early grave with stress if I don't start working harder >.< I'm done being a little kid! I'm going to be independant and I'm going to toughen up starting now.
magebakura2 · Thu Apr 12, 2007 @ 10:09pm · 0 Comments |
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No more girlfriends or boyfriends for Bonesie |
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Okay, I'm sick of just trying to help people through their heartbreak and not being able to help in any real way so I think I'm just going to take a break from having relationships right now, so I am officially saying I'm on a break from girlfriends and dating, I GIVE UP. v.v I'm sorry if you think you love me but I'm giving up on dating and relationships, I've had it, I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to be hassled about it, I just want to go on with life in peace without the hassle of finding love.
magebakura2 · Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 11:54pm · 2 Comments |
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Bonesie's ******** upset for no reason and questing |
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I'm upset again, no big ******** deal okies?
These are the donators that I can remember to my nitemare headband quest and my sidequest for the red jack sASSh thingie
Donators- donations:
N/A-N/A. sad
magebakura2 · Thu Mar 22, 2007 @ 11:30pm · 0 Comments |
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Bonesie's questing signs of all types these are the donators |
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There's like 2 others and one other that i'm not sure if it was a donation or not
Donators: XSubtle_Sinsx
Amby-chan
magebakura2 · Wed Mar 21, 2007 @ 11:27pm · 0 Comments |
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Bonesie is bored with gaia and wants a lit. fantasy rp |
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I just logged on again for a second time today after taking a break and I realized that I was getting very bored with gaia, I also noticed that i felt like making an rp character but I wasn't sure if i was feeling active enough to do the work for it but 'eh. I'm going to start looking for a literate one on one NON-cybering RP partner
magebakura2 · Tue Mar 20, 2007 @ 04:47pm · 0 Comments |
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My mom is weird and my sister is having a hard day it seems |
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Dear Readers, I'm going to be updating my profile, journal, and just a lot of stuff so yeah, anyways back to what this was originally about. I was on gaia, surfing, just doing my thing when my mom called and asked me if I remembered to take my shower before my appointment 'cause I've been having a lot of trouble with memory recently and I had forgotten so I told her I still had to get ready and she said in a tone that gave me the feeling she was either upset, or tired or just frustrated, maybe both. After I finished my shower and was getting dressed, my sister knocks then without waiting for a response she just tries opening the door knowing I'm in there and i have to hold the door to keep it from opening all the way and say "I"m in here." Figuring it was probably my sister, well this is what really pissed me off. She replied in a nasty-a** tone " Well, I need to get something." I took a breath to relax and told her I'm in the middle of getting dressed. I guess that must've pissed her off because she said in a snotty, bitchy as hell tone " I'll close my ******** eyes then." She then pushed open the door and reached in and grabbed of all things she could've possibly needed oh so badly.. A q-tip... My mom's weird because during my appointment with Dr.Karan we were discussing my acne when my mom made the most random comment, she remarked. "Well I could always have him wear makeup.." And i looked at her like I wasn't sure if she was kidding or serious and at the same time Dr. Karan was looking at my mom like "Whaaaa'?" and she explained she meant that I could wear makeup to hide the acne. I think that's all for today Kiddies.
Yours truly,
Bonesie
magebakura2 · Mon Mar 19, 2007 @ 11:39pm · 0 Comments |
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