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This feeling never leaves you alone... |
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"Hospital"- The Used
This feeling never leaves you alone
You pull the trigger on your own
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
all the way to the hospital
Now will you ever rest your head?
You end up feeling mostly dead
Pretending you're the last one
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
all the way to the hospital
Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
It never used to hurt before it isn't funny anymore
Feeling so alone now,
Funny how you wish some way that you could die at the hospital
You're quiet on the car ride home,
You're waiting for your head to explode
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
all the way to the hospital
(I don't feel okay, I don't feel alright)
Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
(Before I close)
Before I close my eyes I'm gonna give it up
(Take off my mask)
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
Leave the lies to the liars
Will you look them in the face?
Could you look me in the face?
Three cheers you fooled them all
Come on, hip hip hooray
Three cheers you fooled them all
Come on, hip hip hooray
Hip hip hooray
Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
(Before I close)
Before I close my eyes I'm gonna give it up
(Take off my mask)
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
Leave the lies to the liars
(Hey! Hey! Hey!) Leave the lies to the liars
(Hey! Hey! Hey!) Leave the lies to the liars
(Hey! Hey! Hey!) Leave the lies to the liars
(Hey! Hey! Hey!) Leave the lies to the liars
Hey! Hey! Hey!
 ScaredCrow Riots · Fri May 25, 2007 @ 11:41pm · 0 Comments |
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I never thought it could kill me |
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With Me Tonight- The Used
The way I broke your heart very literally
This ghost haunts me more than it should be
I'm not gonna walk away or turn my head in shame
I never thought it could kill me
A clean slate, one more day further away
Just let me make some time to take it back a little
The way you smile shines the heavens above me
Never going to let you go, I want you all the time
I gotta prove you can trust me
I want you, You don't want me
My mistake for wasting yours and mine
I want you but will you stay with me today
I need you, you don't need me
When you are low, I am not okay
I want you but will you stay with me today?
You need me, I don't need you
When you are low, I'm ******** great
I wanted you but right now you can go away
ScaredCrow Riots · Thu May 17, 2007 @ 01:35am · 0 Comments |
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Crow's official quest lists! [DONATE KTHX] |
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Aoi Cache Shades
Courted Ruff
Crimson Red Pimpin' Cane
Egyptian Gold Anklet (right)
Elegant Blue Satin Vest
Elegant Red Satin Coat
Golden Laurels
KoNfuZeD ReD SHoEz
Navy Plaid Ska Pants
Oculus Magica
Royal Crown Red
ScaredCrow Riots · Sun May 13, 2007 @ 03:39pm · 0 Comments |
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When you belong to a song salty eyes...you belong. <3 |
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TODAY was the best day ever!
I can't stop smiling and listening to haphaphappy music and singing, and laughing.
I'm really cheerful.
I don't know if it's my new Buddhist outlook, but everything is bright.
And I feel beaming constantly.
And everything's just great.
First off, I have my new religion. I found a temple nearby which is great, and the teachings even look nice. Plus, today one of my problems was solved in the fact that Janine is being supportive which makes me uber glad. : D
Also, today began amazing because I had enough time to work on algebra, eat breakfast AND drink coffee (usually it's either or, which is really rough), and still make myself not look messy.
Next off, it was RAINING
And everyone who knows me knows how much I <3 the rain.
So I was all excited.
Then I went to the ramp and Sarah was there and so I was even happier, and I think I cheered up Jena who was having a bad morning.
ALSO since today was stress-free Thursday at our school, they played music during passing period, which was great. The music kept me interested and pumped. Also, I realized I wasn't anywhere near as tired as I usually am, and stayed awake easily throughout all of my classes. I was really pepped too, since the selection was quite nice.
During first-second period they played MCS which Janine was annoyed by but left me dancing and singing in school which I haven't done really since elementary school when everyone mayed fun of me.
They also played "What is Love (Baby Don't Hurt Me)" which was a massive hit for all the Freshmen, and "What a Wonderful World", which was tre' classy.
So second hour I took that way over due test for Mr. Naumann instead of yoga which I wish I could do, but I saw Aaron (took the test in the room he had class in), and I'm pretty sure I aced the Word Processing test too.
Speaking of Word Processing tests, I had another one in Word Processing that was really hard.
Everyone else in my class was getting like 14% and 42%, but I got 100!
The mood at school today was just great, I mean everyone was cheerful and friendly
&&there were these clothespin things that people passed on and through the day I got three.
I passed one to Sarah, one to someone in Spanish, and the last one I kept since I got it from Janine.
The one I kept says "A laugh is a smile that's exploded".
I love that quote.
Another thing I learned I loved today is reading children's books
SRSLY.
We have to read them for English to 2nd graders
&&I have voices for everything.
I <3 it verymuchso, it is my new passion.
Chadam is also a passion of mine and the new The Used video came out a few days ago which is also great &&I might be getting a Chadam shirt.
I also found a shirt I'd been looking for a long time today in my dresser && it was made of the same stuff as Sarah's shirt so we sort of matched but not really but I thought it was cute.
The goodtimes kept rolling and during play (which was shortened leaving me time to frolick in the rain), Sarah Cummins (not to be confused with Sarah Secker <3), and a few other people brought me tons and tons of energy drink.
SRSLY.
I drank like half a Monster, half a Throttle, half of this NAS stuff, some Jolt Blue, and this powdered energy drink (not to be confused with cocain of any kind), that tasted wierd, but was quite nice.
It made me quite wired, so I jumped on the couch like Tom Cruise on Oprah.
That's how I felt today.
I just wanted to PICK SOMEONE UP AND SHAKE THEM.
In fact I did.
I picked up Kristie and shook her.
Which reminds me it's natural hug day today too which is amazing!!!
Oh and the BERRIES AND CREAM!
All day I got people to sing the BERRIES AND CREAM song with me it was quite hardcore indeed.
&&then when I got out of play I danced in the rain and put up play posters and went to Vinnies which was quite fun.
I INVENTED A NEW GAME TOO!!!
You go to a store that sells books (Vinnies is preferred), with a friend and you look through the books while counting to ten. Then on ten, you show each other the book you picked out and whoever found the funniest title wins.
I found a perverse political novel called The Woody which I thought would be about the president's sex life and it WAS. : o
GREAT DAY THOUGH and I came home and CAPT. PLANET WAS ON.
I'm oh-so-amazingly elated today, it's crazy.
As the chick from the office said on tonight's episode "THIS DAY IS BANANAS, B-A-N-A-N-A-S!"
BEST. DAY. EVER!!!
SRSLY!!!
EXCLAMATION MARKS!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ScaredCrow Riots · Fri Apr 27, 2007 @ 02:56am · 0 Comments |
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In the half life of balloons... |
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So today I made a decision about my life that I've long been pondering about
and I've decided upon trying out Buddhism.
This makes me very glad because I now have a track to place myself on, which I had long been missing.
However, it makes me sad that everyone approves of this besides my best friend (probably one of the few people who's opinions matter to me).
Alas, some people aren't as open minded.
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ScaredCrow Riots · Wed Apr 25, 2007 @ 03:20am · 0 Comments |
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We are finally free tonight |
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Brr. So after the last bulletin we went on a boat of my mom's friend's many manwhores and drove out to this beach but it was really choppy out and there were big bumps so it was like a rollercoaster.
It wasn't even too bright today so it was extra nice and we saw all of these big houses including Hulk Hogan's old house but meh.
So then we went to this beach called Shell Island and picked up ...shells. ._.
Psh. And then all of these seagulls were attacking me and I found a baby hermit crab and I had to drop it and then the seagulls ate it and I felt all sad.
But it got all bright so I was happy.
So we grilled out on the beach and we had these huuuuuge cans of some sort of energy drink (I can't remember) and then my mom was feeding bread to the gulls and they freaked out and started attacking so my mom threw frogs at them ...too bad gulls EAT FROGS.
So I felt bad about that but it was still nice out so then we went but the seagulls were in love with us, so they followed.
And then we saw a whole bunch of dolphins and got clam chowder && went back.
But on the way back it was really cold so the two hour boat ride with water spraying was not so great.
BUTBUTBUT you know what?
It's still nicer here than where most of you folks are. :B
LOLOL <3
ScaredCrow Riots · Mon Apr 09, 2007 @ 03:14am · 0 Comments |
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Easter Tidings From a Beached Crow |
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The 'rents came back last night hammered but with tons o' candy, so 'sall good.
Between my mom's drunk arse waking me up every two minutes and her snoring at night I got around three hours of sleep.
So I'm tired.
No biggie though, going out today for a little beach bumming and some boating.
Yayyy!!!
70 degrees here though. Not supposed to get back to 80's until the day we leave. Only two more days left too. : C
Happy easter!
Hope you have fun searching out the painted uterus' of chickens and then eating them
...ewIhateeggs>>
ScaredCrow Riots · Sun Apr 08, 2007 @ 04:58pm · 0 Comments |
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