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The sweet memories I had with you felt like fresh falling snow.
And you knew that I loved you by the way that I'd glow.

As time went on,
You were soon gone.
And as the seasons changed,
I was soon exchanged.

Now it's fall,
And I'm in a different place feeling smaller than small.

And as I watch the wind blow through the trees,
I notice the color of the leaves have changed,
And so have we.

When I stand out at night,
In the old parking lot,
I think back to when things were more bright,
And how I liked you a lot.

And now I don't see you anymore,
And that makes me hurt even more.

Knowing that I wasn't important enough
To take up some of your love.

And of course I feel rejected,
And even more neglected.

I tried to hang on with all my might,
But in the end it just didn't feel right.

Even if there's someone out there for me,
Would loving them ever make me feel free?

Even if I'm looking the other way,
I always wonder if that's okay.

Should I really be looking for another to love?
For someone to laugh with?
For someone to hug?

For me that's always been a dream.
For someone to love me because I am me.

Am I just walking into another trap?
I've always blushed when you would laugh.

And now I can't stop turning red,
Even though it's someone else instead.
Maybe it was something you said.
Because now whenever I look at someone else,
It looks like I have a cherry for a head.

Old memories are being replaced by the new,
And even though I try to move on,
I just can't stop thinking about you.

You keep entering my thoughts whenever I think I've moved on.
I guess it's because I could never find a place where I really belong.

So please,
Give me sign.
Show me the way.
Because the least you can do is tell me it'll be okay.

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