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so yea.. live can be realy gay~! at one moment you thing everything is going great and then the next your forced to suffer more, and more untill you loose the one thing that you finaly let close to your heart, the love of your life~! even though you know its not the end, you will be together again and hopefully soon you cant help but feel lost and empty. you wake in the middle of the night to hold your dear one close, and wake to find that you are somewhere else now and that they are miles away from your arms and warm bed~! suddenly, your bed feels cold and dark, because that person wat the the one that could lite your way in the darkness and lift your sorrow and make you feel whole again~! now is when you realize that this is the one person that made your life worth living in hte first place, and now without them there you realise all the fun times that you had and that you took it all for granate, al the long nights of passonate love making, even all the fights seem more worth while than anything that you could of ever imagined~! this goes out to the one that i am without tonight, you know who you are :cough: trevor i love you more than ever now thati ever did and i am soo sorry for taking you for granite, but i am soo happy to have someone like you in my life and i cant wait to be in your arms again~!

and for those of you who wish that you could be with your loved one, right now, dont ever talke that person for granite because you never know when they could be gone~!