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the wonderful life i once had was destroyed right in fornt of my very eyes.i think about killing myself very often today i found outmy mom was thinking of killing herself last night.she's the only reason i'm still alive and if i lose her i don't know what i'll do.i cry myself to sleep after i found out.but what made things worst is that she pretended nothing happened.i really might kill myself i mean my mom is really fragile and so i've always kept anything and everything that might hurt her,things like what i was think at the time or if i was sad or angry,to myself for years.sure i've had my melt down now and then but she never knew