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Sometimes things happen
Things that we can't control
Things that make us suffer
And things that make us grow

It was things like these
That kept me from you
And kept me from loving you
The way I wanted to

I wanted to hold your hand
Through all your troubles
And show you just how much
I truly loved you

But it was those things
That kept us apart
From the very start
To the very end

I'm now running out of chances
And only one remains
Give me this last chance
To prove myself to you

I would never leave you again
Nor let you suffer alone
I am finally ready
To finally atone
To be true to you
To love you
And wash away these things...

Those three words…
the sweetest thing I've ever heard
Were like a whisper off your lips…
as gentle as a kiss

How could I have been so blind to see…
that in return… you loved me too
This isn’t how I wanted it to be…
if I had to choose...
it would be you

I want to…
promise you everything I am
Be able to…
love you anyway I can

If I could show you that my heart is yours…
Would you let me in?
If we could start all over…
would we have…
a different end?

I love
I hate
I fall
I rise
I gain
I lose
Sometimes I can't forget
Sometimes I want to forget
Sometimes I want to love
Sometimes I want to hate
Sometimes I want to die
Sometimes I want to live
Other times I feel
Other times I feel nothing

This is all proof that I'm a human being just like everybody else...

~(Likes)~
blue, red, black, rock, R&B, alternative rock, techno, trance, electro, dance, soul, metal, hard rock, oriental stuffs, gaia, imvu, blogspot, crunchyroll, youtube, nerds(the cute ones), food, sweets, accessories, video games, anime, manga, movies(mostly indie and scary), computers, reading, writing, skateboarding, dancing, singing, cats, husky's, cooking, friends, family(sometimes XD), hangin' out, chillaxin, being me, and last... ;o but not least... being perverted xD

~(Dislikes)~
hypocrites, haters(unless in a joking manner), suck-ups/kiss, sluts, drama queens/kings, braggers, people who put themselves on a pedestal, country music, complainers, racists(get over it people -.- you lost), orange, yellow, green(especially dookie green DX), pink o_O, anti-fans of my fav asian boybands, cleaning, being broke -.-, bean burritos(so nasteh), love(it hurts o.-), complicated stuffs @.@, ur face(jk jk... or am i? o.0), plain names like bob(no offense <.< wink , and homework xD

Ello, meh name's Shae', or you can call me Rene which is short for Re'Niaja. Anywayz, I'm pretty cool and laid back. I love pretty much anyone and I'm sensitive, but don't take my kindness for granted 'cuz I'll come back and haunt you when I die. I'll totally pwn ghostiness. If ur in a delima, I gotz ur back. Alwayz. Home skillet bisquick... yah, I know... I'm totally white... and I'm black... there aren't very many of us around... -.- speakin' of dat... just because you're black doezn't mean you have to listen to rap. I, personally, can't stand it... but some people that ARE black think that they do... and u don't. >O Also, I don't care if you call me a niggah. It's just da internet. -.- Get over it.

Yeah, I think dat'z all I gotta say...

Wanna be friends add meh... and if ur pro is private, so I won't be able to see urs... GET OFF MEH PAGE... D< I hate it when people look at my pro and I try to figure out who the HELL you are, but you got your damn pro on PRIVATE!!

~Nerds and Rockers For Life~