lots has happen.
anyways i learned quickly that blue eyes wasnt really gonna like me anytime soon. oh well thats how it usually goes. i like a boy. he sumhow finds out. and i learn quickly that these guys i fall for are jerks. grr it bothers me so much cuz its already gonna happen again! wtf! cant i ever learn?
normal life isnt goin that well either. my parents bother me when they tell me to do all these things but they are such hyprocrits! i never see my mom really cleaning her room when its a freakin mess. and then my father tells me not to fight with my sisters but he freakin trys to pick i fight with every1. i honestly dont want him to move bak in with us. honestly cant people just give me an effin break for like 5 secs.
the only real way i can escape is when im readin a book. those stupid authors make life seem easy. (but thats probably cuz most of the books that i read are science fiction)
anyways i might only right in this every weekend or less :/ soooo not shure yet.
Isa <3
