No class today cuz it's independence day. Well, I gotta say school's tough. The lessons are quite simple, but my problem is the pressure. Even though I made it to the highest honors list, that doesn't mean I'll get the correct answer everytime. I'm imperfect, I get embarrassed sometimes and those are just one of the few things that makes me human. It's like when I make a mistake, people are making a big deal about it. And when they get higher scores than I do, they act like they're the best of the best. I don't know why they can't accept me being a regular person just like everyone else. And one of the worse part is being bashed or ruining my reputation. Some of my classmates did that to me. It was so hurtful that people hate you even though you know that you're doing nothing wrong. And sometimes I share the things I know to my classmates because I want to share my knowledge so that they can learn too. But everytime I say it to them, they just ignore me. But when it comes to pop quizzes, they don't know the answers. I know they're thinking what I'm sharing them can be described boring, but those boring things can actually help you. And they expect me to get the highest score everytime there are activities and quizzes. But what I know today are the results of my hardwork. Those are the things I love to do. Why can't they just comprehend that?
The know-it-all, kazama101
kazama101 · Fri Jun 12, 2009 @ 09:16am · 0 Comments |