screamscreamscreamscreamscream What the hell? I mean, I try my best but still.. I'm too screwed up! I'm trying not to think about it but dying is the only thing in my head right now. It's so stupid. I'm so stupid. Why didn't I just obeyed? Maybe I'm just naturally an idiot. Errr... I just wish I was in my room right now.. But I'm not so I guess that makes me lucky.