stressed AAAAHHH i freakin hated this weekend with the passion! My plans included going to a bon-fire/ party with a couple of friends with michael then doin some homework, maybe go hang out, ya know... the usual. Instead Michael gets into trouble. So now i have to go to the party by myself. God did that suck! freakin sitting by the damn fire with no one to cuddle with . But whatever, i felt better thanks to mikey. My buddy mikey is crazy as hell, somewhat mellow but crazy. He takes one of the silly string bottles and throws it into the bon-fire sweatdrop . As soon as he did it i ran a little ways away ninja . So he continued to sit there and everyone poked at the fire. apparently i was the only one who saw him throw the silly string bottle into the fire lol. Well of course the damn thing explodes eek , but that wasn't the funny part. The funny part is that Pedro, this guy no one really likes because he's super-epic-douge-bag, just so happen to be poking at the area invwhich the silly string bottle laid and it exploded right in his face, knocking him on his a**. rofl . By the time i decided to the leave the fire depo showed up thinking we had completely blown ourselves up. stare So its like... 9:45pm and i'm not ready to go home. So i Decide to go chill with mikey and amber. Self-explanatory. [Anytime Mikey's name is mentioned usually alcohol or drugs are involved arrow FYI I do not do drugs] So i get home around 11:30pm -12:00am. Try to keep a straight face when talking to my mom, brush my teeth, and hit the hay. Wake up today, feel shitty gonk with a headache xd so i get on ze comp. whatever whatever everything is good. Since my BF can not text me because he got in trouble i decided to text my X. wahmbulance BIG MISTAKE wahmbulance and adds on to my Shittiness gonk Doubleshit, Layered-s**t-cake. So we're pretty much fighting back and fourth over who the hell knows what. He is mad because i dumped him ( 2 years ago) to go out with Michael (been together for 2 years) ya think someone would be over that s**t but i guess not.
arrow This is really why i felt like making this journal. I don't know you people and i don't care what you have to say. So venting and writting here is fine with me. BTW i think i should tell you, if u continue to read my journals here, i have a Mike fetish. For some reason i'm really attracted to guy (DUH) but the guys i'm always attracted to are named Mike or Micheal. lol so i have to tell them apart some way. heart Michael is my current boyfriend and the love of my life heart . Then :Cheese: Mikey is one of my bestfriends and is gay. so i am one of his f**-hags dramallama . And Mike is my X-bf. The one that makes me feel like gonk and scream and heart at the same time, but mostly gonk }}}}}}}}}}}
So anyways i'm talkin to this cat (mike aka X) and i'm like i think i still like this guy. So we're talking/ argueing and i slowly realize that our whole relationship was and continues to be (friendship that is) s**t! when we're not argueing all we talk about is the unt unt, but when we r argueing is over dumb s**t. So i tried to start a different conversation... just chat and nothing...
Ya know how they say u never miss something til its gone. God after talking to Mike i realized why i love Michael so much. We argue, we talk about the unt unt lol but we always have fun together and can talk to each other and talk about things. He's awesome! ^.^ even if i lose him as a luver i'd still want to be his friend. WITH THAT SAID he better not leave me cause i'll kill him 3nodding
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