How dare you think everything will be okay?
How dare you be happy for one second?
Things are not okay, and they never will me.
You are a youth, a b*****d, a screw up.
You can't do anything right.
You are stupid beyond believe to think that
For one moment, something might turn out;
That something will go well;
That you could be happy.
How dare you think these words were true;
That there is light at the end of the tunnel;
That in time, good will come.
No, you are ignorant and foolish.
How dare you have hope?
But now you know, now you realize
That life is just one huge piece of s**t;
That nothing gets better;
That all you'll ever have are mistakes and disappointment;
That this fight is not worth fighting for.
You might as well get out while you can.
You might as well escape.
You might as well fly.
There is a belt right there.
Let your tears subside
And take the belt.
You could fly.
I could fly!
... But I am so scared.
Shipwrecked and Smiling