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Whee!
I just calculated my worth..
and it's...367739!
YAY! I'm worth lotsa money!
aenilas · Wed Dec 13, 2006 @ 11:37pm · 1 Comments |
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*is done work*
phew! *wipes brow*
those kids are....stubborn...to say the least. this is gonna be fun. im sure the next few shifts are gonna be a battle between me and them. we have to decide who's in control. the relationship has to be established...
and i swear to god, they have the upper hand right now. here's a glimpse of our conversation:
me: salina, i need you to go to the bathroom and then put on your pajamas. then i will read yout his book. but if you dont do what i say, no book.
salina: no.
me: you don't get to say no to me. when i ask you to do something you say yes.
salina: no.
me: (in a very harsh voice) Salina!
salina: i don't like you.
me: why not? you should like me. we'll get along if you do what i ask you to do.
stanley (eavesdropping): i like you!
me: i like you too, stanley. now, salina, go to the bathroom.
salina: no! *kisses me on cheek* i like you!
i mean WTF is that!?!? she is the cutest little girl i have ever seen, i swear to god, she's disobeying me, and im not giving in. so she does the cute thing and makes me fall in love with her!!! these kids do not fight fair!!!
i thought i would melt. and i did actually get her to the bathroom, then, thank god, her mother came home and did the rest for me.
tomorrow, i have to work until about midnight, and start an hour earlier. it'll be an 8.5 hr shift! at least the last 4 hrs should be me sitting on a couch doing homework, or other such things. while they're in bed. assuming i manage to put them into bed. which will be a chore. i think if i start a half hr earlier than their bedtime...
also, they have a huge lack of things to do. very few toys. and i couldnt get the dvd machine to work right...but i think tomorrow i will take a movie, and some pencil crayons and paper for them. then we'll see if that will keep them busy. and i will harrass that DVD player until it works, damnit!
*is thoroughly determined*
*sigh* i havent been to school in over a week now...and i have to go straight from school to work for a long time....i dont even think you could begin to imagine how ahrd this is going to be. the only part of my day that works out nicely is the part where i can veg out and do my homework. again, assuming i can put the kids to bed. no garantees.
wish me luck, more for school than the babysitting, but wish me luck. (and pray i dont get expelled or...something...)
loves.
aenilas · Thu Nov 23, 2006 @ 02:49am · 2 Comments |
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just quick journal entry before i leave.
im extra super duper emo today. its funny. however, it comes with being probbed many times repeatedly in places not worth meantioning by someone i dont even know.
EMO.
anyways. im off to jess' house now to be emo there. its better to be emo with others around than to be emo alone. lol.
also, i was too emo to wait, so i downloaded all six volumes loveless (scans). i havent had a chance to read it yet, but thats fine. unfortunately, i found out after, that volume six isnt translated yet. so i wasted time downloading something that is useless to me when i could have just downloaded the first five. oh well.
anyways. thats about all i have time to explain.
loves.
aenilas · Mon Nov 13, 2006 @ 11:28pm · 3 Comments |
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wow. that was like....
the most epic journal entry evah!!!!
it had 13 comments!!! 13!!!
and im almost finished watching loveless for the second time...two more episodes. and i watched this prologe thingy and it introduced all the voice acters...it was...interesting, i only liked one of them, and that was because he was so emo! but his character is one i dont like...weirdly enough. and yeah.
i think my journal has officially been taken over by soubi...there's really nothing else to talk about right now. i guess i could mention we got our dishwasher...but that was overtaken by FFXII and now soubi...soubi.....soooohbeeee....*smiles*
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im now downloading the soundtrack for loveless. i lvoe the music so much! ive really noticed t the second time round...buts its taking so long!! make it faster. i took 20 minutes just to connect. it was read, and told me it would take infinity to download...imagine my distress! i thought i would die and it would never start...
not that its really started now...im 25 minutes in and its downloaded 0.0% and the estimated download time is 7 weeks and 9 hours....no, wait. now its back to infinity.
*is distressed*
*goes to find something else*...somehow...somewhere?....*cries*
alright. i have to go find another way to download it. this isnt working and its killing me. im gonna go before i get uberemo and whiny.
loves.
aenilas · Thu Nov 09, 2006 @ 05:31am · 1 Comments |
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i dont even think i can express how much i love soubi...
i think, perhaps, christine will understand however. as she knows...
he took over everybody else in my head....like EVERYBODY...
people who have been my obsession forever, and i never thought could go away...he takes them all...
and im not even sure exactly why. but i do know ritsuka HAS to be involved....cause soubi doesnt exist without ritsuka..
anyways. im just muttering on about things that nobody cares about... not that i'll stop now of course. this IS my journal after all.
i also have a new obsession with one of the characters is FFXII...its probably going to turn into something big...but i wont know for awhile. its very enexpected...like it should totally be other people...but for some reason my brain in leaning very closely to him...
alright...im off to dream...*winks at steen*
loves.
aenilas · Tue Nov 07, 2006 @ 06:28am · 14 Comments |
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and just so everybody knows...
my bum has been liberated.
just the most exciting event of my day. thought i'd let ya'll in on it.
loves.
aenilas · Mon Nov 06, 2006 @ 09:58pm · 2 Comments |
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righto. so here are some picture for all you curious folks. i dont have any of my costume yet, as they are all on somebody else' camera. however, when we got home we took a few of my makeup before i washed it off, cause it was something spectacular let me tell you. it doesnt look so in the pictures, but it was. i spent about 45min -1 hr on makeup alone. my hair is flat and nasty looking from the wig...so just try to ignore it, please? the first picture was taken under different light. it makes me look very red, when it fact at least 3 out of about 7 layers of makeup (i swear it was 7!) was to make me very pale. which was fairly successful seeing as how i used only regular cosmetics, and not costume make up or face paint. overall im very proud of what i created. the liquid liner took me forever! its in a 0.5 cm thick solid line all around my eye. YAY for eyeliner! oh, and one more thing. the teeth werent really part of my costume. i just put them in cause i bought them. nick had some and he wore is. but i threw them on for the pictures.
and just because i couldnt resist. some pictures of TAWNY!
so there you have. some nice piccies for you. please tell me what you think of the makeup! and teeth! do i look dead, or evil? and yes, i did make my eyes do the creepy poppy outy thing on purpose.
loves.
aenilas · Sat Nov 04, 2006 @ 01:08am · 4 Comments |
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argh! my profile is just not.....
its just not cool anymore!!!!!
grk. what to do?????? i dont know! its screwed. im just gonna leave it and see what happens. maybe if its gets bored misbehaving, then it'll do what its supposed to.
alright...will calm down and let the profile get bored or being bad....*thinks soubi and ritsuka*...argh! thats not helping! thats the source of the problem!....*thinks loveless in general*.....*strokes self gently*....on my shoulder, you idiots!....*continues stroking*
ah! thats better. im calm now. just, dont go look at my profile now, it will ruin the effect of when its actually finished. and i know you're gonna not be able to resist looking because i told you not to....but there's not a lot to see, i swear. its probably and bunch of html jazz and 'no hotlinking' pictures....
trust me. you dont need to see it. and thats all i have for today. ive already explained my emoness today to most of you. or all of you, probably. so im not gonna go repeating myself.
loves.
aenilas · Tue Oct 31, 2006 @ 06:13am · 3 Comments |
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so. more depressing news today. this could be considered worse than yesterday's news, but im not sure. im just gonna have to spit it out...and no, i wont elaborate. im too mad and upset about it right now.
today, at approximately 10:55am i was 'let go' from shopper's drug mart.
and thats all you get for now.
loves.
aenilas · Sun Oct 29, 2006 @ 04:19am · 2 Comments |
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