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Still Waiting

I'm still waiting for the one
that can hold me and tell me it's okay.
I'm waiting for him to let me
run to him at 3 AM in my PJs with messy hair and
mascara running down my cheeks
so he can tell me i'm beautiful-
and mean it.
I'm waiting for the boy to tell me
he loves me too.
I'm waiting for the one who will send me roses when I'm not well,
who will read me cute bedtime stories when I'm tired,
and who will hold my hand in front of his friends.
I'm waiting to see my mister perfect.
I'm waiting to feel his presence.
I'm waiting to be with him.
I'm waiting for that one boy who will laugh at my stupid jokes
and smile at my imperfections;
who won't hide his tears from me;
who isn't afraid to just be himself around me.
I'm not sure where he is,
But I'm still waiting.

Ugh. So life's a bit of a stress right now. -_- Jeremy's REALLY starting to piss me off (Jenni knows why)... plus there's this boy that I'm COMPLETELY confused about & it's just like, "wow, Why does my life always suck so much?"
I miss Shane more than ever. Dani's getting more and more fake and just getting herself caught up in more and more lies. I seriously don't know how much more of her I can take! Honestly, I wish she'd jump off a bridge like she always jokes around about. I'm tired of always helping her through all the problems she makes up just to get attention. I HATE PEOPLE LIKE HER!
Not only that, but I got kicked out all in the same week as all of this. And I'm kinda pissed off 'cause MySpace is being really dumb and my new layout won't save. I dunno, am I the only one who's getting kinda sick of life? =[

.xoxo.