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Insanity's rant 8 - friends |
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Anfinity One of my friends is pissing me off. She's cool and all, and I like hanging out with her (and she puts up with my Dai-chan obsession), but she is one of those people who ALWAYS has to be right, and thinks she is superior to every other being on the planet. Luckily she's usually on my side, but I see why people get so damned annoyed with her when she decides to take the other side. Example... One of my friends and I are very interested in composing music. We were sitting at the piano during band and talking about it, and playing some stuff we were working on... This friend happened to hear a bit of our conversation, and decided she would walk all the way from the opposite end of the room to tell us, "Composing is really hard, you know. You shouldn't start with that, you should try something like this first. It'll take you years." And she went on and on, as if she were the only person who knows anything about composing, or about playing piano. EXCUSE ME. I have wanted to play piano since I saw one, and while I am not very talented, I know a lot about playing one. And as for composing... She has composed nothing. I have composed several things, however short or stupid they may be. She also tried to argue with me on how talented Daisuke was at arranging, and playing synth -_-; What do you want from a song he made in under 10 FREAKING MINUTES? (Yes, I watched him make it >.<; ) It's not gonna be like the New World symphony, geez. Also, she feels the need to argue everything. You can't make one statement without her launching into this huge argument, even if it's over the stupidest thing, even if she knows nothing about what she is talking about. Like the whole Mac vs Windows thing... It's all about preference, and what you are using the computer for, nya? She bases all her knowledge off of the school computers... the only Macs to ever have contracted over 10 viruses, at once let alone one by one -_-; But she gets so worked up about it, and won't let you stop arguing. And she gets pissed off at the dumbest things. Like when I don't get something in math, and ask, and she totally flips out because it is a dumb question confused I know I am an idiot, but is it really that bothersome when I ask? It's not like I do it every 10 seconds. Sorry, just needed to get that out there sweatdrop
i have a friend kind of like that (she's chirpchirp400 on here). chirp, if you read this, don't bite my head off. i need this off my chest and you know how i am offline. so i'm ranting about it here.
she likes debating. unfortunately, a little too much. she HAS to be right almost all the time, and she's extremely stubborn about it. in fact, her favourite quote is "I may not always be right, but I'm NEVER wrong." it's only recently that this has started to get on my nerves.
she also does the make-you-feel-stupid thing. a lot. she'll ask something that apparently has an obvious answer (or at least to her), or say something, and i either won't get catch the hint, look too much into it and blow out my brain or i'll get the hint but i'm not sure if it's the right answer so i don't really say anything. then again, when i DO say something, it seems to always be the stupid answer, and so she calls me oblivious! I'M NOT OBLIVIOUS!!! i'm probably more perceptive than most kids in my school! i'm probably more perceptive than the idiotic fangirls that rot their brains by watching too much of whatever! I CAN AT LEAST GODDAMN SPELL!!! scream
*cough* calming down...*deep breath*
chirp is also unfortunately turning into a n00b online. however, as much as i want to set her straight, she'll most likely bite my head off and say that she can do whatever the hell she wants or something. she's also turning into an idiotic fangirl. sorry chirp, but you are. it's annoying when you go on about your fandoms. i don't care. you wanna talk about your crushes and all that to someone else.
next up, i think ever since we became good friends, she's been getting me to do things i really do not want to do. such as socialize. if i don't want to socialize, i don't want to socialize. that's that. if i wanna talk about private stuff such as crushes, my sexuality and all that, i will. but i don't. it's private. DON'T FORCE ME TO TALK ABOUT IT. also, just because i don't LIKE hearing/seeing sexually-oriented stuff, does not mean i have to be forced to like it. i didn't WANT to be sick-minded, but nooooooo, people seem to think to be a "normal" teenager you have to be sick-minded and twisted and GODDAMN FREAKIN' DISGUSTING PERVERTS! evil GEEZ!!!
ok, done with chirp, now onto friends in general.
my friends (offline) are all insane. they all swear, they're all sick-minded, and they're pretty much normal teenagers. i, however, seem to be the only not-normal teen. why? i don't say the eff word, i don't make disgusting jokes, i don't skip class, pretty much i'm a good student except for the fact i don't get my work done ( sweatdrop ). maybe it's because i was given an extreme amount of shame and a conscience, but i dunno, hard to say. they seem to think one of the following; i'm an oblivious idiot, i'm a foul-tempered demon, i'm an anti-social freak, i'm a goody-goody-two-shoes, or i'm an annoying p***k. not sure about the last one, but the others seem pretty damn close. i dunno, but sometimes it just feels like they treat me like s**t. i once was going to post a topic somewhere, but decided it was too stupid and pointless. tells how i feel about my offline friends sometimes.
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Quote: yeah...heh...i almost find this funny...that's right, funny. why funny? what in the hell am i talking about, right? i'm sure that's what your thinking. first of all, i apologize in advance for saying anything insulting to anyone, threatening with no hint of being funny or just joking around, and just plain saying something stupid. i just need to get this off my chest because it's been bugging me for a while now. i'm sorry if you think that i'm going to leave or something, i'm not going to. i just need to get this off my chest. go ahead and ignore it if you want. so what's funny and what am i talking about? it's funny because it seems the same as offline...i'm being left out of these things. people are deciding and doing things without my knowledge, and i'm the last one to know neutral i know it's not because i'm supposedly anti-social, in fact it has nothing to do with that. maybe it has something to do with the fact that i'm not well-known or famous in the guild like other people are. i don't know. but i feel as if people are saying and doing things behind my back, and doing it on purpose. i feel as if i'm being left out of affairs within the guild, although it's probably best i wasn't, i just feel as if i'm an outcast when i am! it's like i'm below all of you guys, that i don't deserve to know anything. and i hate it. it's just like offline. something happens, like someone starts dating someone else, or a party went on and i'm the last to know. it just pisses me off because it's like the people i'm friends with think i don't deserve to know and i'm not worth their friendship! it's like i'm just there, as an extra body who doesn't need recognition from anybody, as someone who they just happen to know, and isn't worth telling anything to! it damn well pisses me off, because i am not just another person to be ignored and looked down upon! why bother being my friend if you don't acknowledge me! i liked coming here because i felt i was known, acknowledged, praised and known, and no one would keep secrets from me. ha. bullshit. should have known better to trust people i don't actually know, that probably keep secrets of who they really are to protect themselves.
.....now i'm less annoyed/angry and more upset/hurt. i'm pretty much done. ranter out.
 dark_insanity_13 · Fri Apr 14, 2006 @ 03:39am · 0 Comments |
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Insanity's rant 7 - my brother |
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hey, it had to happen someday...
actually, it's not really about my brother...more about his 'girlfriend' stare and a little bit of him...
ok...first of all, i'm surprised he's had a supposed girlfriend, and for this long for that matter. supposedly they've been boyfriend and girlfriend since near the end of the school year, but they didn't actually go out until a couple weeks later...last time i checked, you dated, then became boyfriend and girlfriend...not the other way around...
secondly...she's just too nice! she's such a goody-goody who loves animals and everything about them, never seems to get in trouble, and just plain pisses me off at how...how...well she's just too nice for her own good! >.< and thanks to her, my brother wants to be on the computer more often so he can email her and all that stuff...he always kicks me off and makes me look away when he's answering her, and he's wasting my precious computer time scream if he wants to talk to her, he can talk to her at school, or phone her!
now, while he was checking his email, i notice some of them had at least the word 'love' in it stare ok, kids, you've only gone out a few times, gone over to each other's houses for dinner or whatever twice as much, and pretty much supposedly been boyfriend and girlfriend for about 5 months rolleyes you do not say i love you unless you've really gotten to know each other! >.< seriously! it can't be real, you just like each other! if you really loved each other, by now you would be hugging and kissing and all that other crap! but noooooooooo, you're a couple of ignorant dumbasses who probably don't even know what the exact meaning of love is! evil
i think my brother needs a better girlfriend stare she's just too nice for his (and my) tastes...he likes violence, being annoying and laughing his head off at almost anything remotely disgusting (whether it's gorey, repulsive (like burping), or sick-minded)...she does not, but she's annoying anyway...he likes comics...i don't know what she likes (though he's attempting to get her into manga like Tsubasa). they're too different!!!
now onto my actual brother. aside from the stealing of the computer just to talk to friends he can always talk to at school, he never, and i mean never, shuts up. unless he's reading a manga...or in some cases watching a TV screen with some sort of movement on it, like video games or anime...but that's rarely. never ask him about a funny quote, because he will, and i mean WILL repeat it until it is old and nowhere near remotely funny anymore. and he still repeats it. then people beat him up and tell him to shut up.
and he also likes 'burning' people. by burning, i mean insulting badly. and sometimes they're really bad. and really mean...no one likes getting burned. he then gets beat up for that. and not only does he burn, if he does better than you in something, he will rub it in your face each time a similar topic comes up. and it's annoying. now, he's a bit of a dumbass. but not really in school, just in everything else. you know, like smart in school, dumb in life. yeah that's him. however he likes to rub in the fact he's better than me in school stare of course that gets him a good thwacking. while he is smart in school and dumb in life...i'm the opposite; smart in life...err, not-so-smart in school (i'm not stupid, i just don't do so well).
but i love my brother. if he died soon, i'd really cry. he's been one of my best friends for my, and his, whole life. you know, like the saying 'can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em'...yeah, that's pretty much him...
anyway...i may edit this to add more, but until then, i gotta go eat supper!
ranter out.
dark_insanity_13 · Sat Oct 15, 2005 @ 12:05am · 0 Comments |
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Insanity's rant 6 - read first post |
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these threads are really starting to annoy me...
Hentai is good! (read 1st post). Anime is not better than American cartoons! (read 1st post). I'M A FREAKIN' DUMBASS WRITING RANTS ON THE ANIME FORUM! (read 1st post)! i am sick and tired of people putting their rants and such on the Anime forum! sure, they're right and all, and they are sometimes interesting, but c'mon people! scream get a life!
okay, so you're literate, you don't use email shorthand, you use proper grammar, but you know what...I. don't. freakin'. care! i don't want all your arguments and opinions and points and mini-flames flooding the Anime forum. you want to rant about it? do it like me and put it in your journal stare if people wanna read it, they can.
so...read the freakin' first post, dumbasses! scream
dark_insanity_13 · Tue Sep 20, 2005 @ 02:40am · 0 Comments |
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Insanity's rant 5 - email rants |
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you know what...i actually found something worth ranting about again XD
i hate chain letters. whether they're through email, PMs, or whatnot, i hate 'em. they're a complete waste of my inbox space and my time, and extremely pointless. especially when i get them from someone i don't even know! i don't care if some stranger in LA is dying from some horrible disease that they can afford the medicine for, i don't care that someone supposedly already died some horrible death in a freakin' car crash, i already god damn know you're my friend, i don't need you to send me 10 forwards telling me that, and if i wanna know anything about you, i can just god damn ask!
what pisses me off even more is the 'bad luck for a year if you ignore this' things. i don't care if i get cursed. i ain't superstitious, so if something bad happens, i'm not gonna blame some stupid email i got.
there is a reason i don't give my email out to everyone. so i don't get overflooded with pointless emails from people i don't freakin' know! it pisses me off! half the time people ask me 'who are you?' and 'why did you add me?' when they're the people who added me! you're asking me? i dunno, why don't YOU tell ME why YOU added ME?!
geez...retards...
dark_insanity_13 · Wed Aug 24, 2005 @ 12:56am · 0 Comments |
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Insanity's rant 4 - rants about myself |
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yeah, i'm gonna rant about myself. weird, ain't it?
anyway, i have one of the most horrible of habits; i almost never finish what i start. in my sketchbook there are various unfinished or to-be-finished works. on the computer, there are tons of started-but-never-finished stories that i've written. i think i've only really finished one and that was only four, five or six chapters. i also think i should rewrite the first few chapters because they $|_|x0r3d (sucked) big time. i'm a horrible procrastinator.
i'm a hypocrite. i tell everyone to look at my stuff and review or comment on it, or even to make me gifts, but i never do so with other people X_x i'm such an idiot. why should anyone comment or give gifts to me when i never do so myself? i'm so conceited.
i'm also one of the most perfect examples of our pathetic North American society. we can look at a full fridge and say there's nothing to eat. we have about five bucks and yet we say we have no money. i'm the perfect example of that.
i'm also a lazy arse that complains and sits on her butt all day, hardly ever hanging out with friends during my free-time. hell i have yet to have a boyfriend...or even dance with a guy at a school dance or something -_- *sigh* the closest thing i had to a boyfriend was back when i was in grade 3 when some kid with a hearing aid told me he liked me. he moved that year, and soon after i found out that he had told a lot of the girls in my class the same thing. there was only one girl that fell for that (and it wasn't me). just last year, i found out that the guy was in my school. he walked up to me and my friends one recess. according to him, i supposedly had a crush on him myself. ha, right. i swear he was gay anyway.
geez, i should just grow up. or at least i should be slapped to get some sense into me. yeah, i'm a sadistic masochist. yeah, that's possible.
dark_insanity_13 · Sun Mar 20, 2005 @ 01:06am · 0 Comments |
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Insanity's rant 3 - random pointless rants |
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everyone's a hypocrite. that right, a hypocrite, not a critic. why? because about 95% of the world probably says 's**t happens' to everyone who's upset about something, but as soon as something like someone that probably 99.9% of the world didn't know dies 'a horrible death', they feel sympathy. i'm not saying i'm not a hypocrite, i admit i am, but really. s**t HAPPENS. people die. you will eventually die. get over it, and live with it.
and another thing, i really hate people who love to shove things in your face. make a small, tiny mistake and they're on your case. or they do better than you in something and they think that they're better than everyone! you know what, shut up, you spoiled brat. i do not care if you got better than me, i do not care if i made a mistake, DO NOT SHOVE IT IN MY FREAKIN' FACE.
i also hate people who ignore other people who would want to have a little bit of attention. take me for example, i'll post something somewhere, i'll get one or two comments on it and then that's it until i post something else. either that, or i will go completely unnoticed and won't get a reply at all. what do you want me to do, say something stupid and upsetting just to get your attention? i'd rather not, thank you.
i dispise whiny, prissy, 'popular' girly-girls. they annoy the hell outta me. "oh, i broke a nail!" "aw, look, my hair's all messy!" "my make-up's messed up!" look, i don't care if you broke a nail, or if your hair's messy, or if your make-up is smudged. talk to me again with that valley-girl tone and i'll shoot you in the head. exactly when did this society become completely based on vanity and ego? who knows. all i know is i'll shoot the next person who asks me if their hair's all right.
idiots.
dark_insanity_13 · Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 03:20am · 0 Comments |
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Insanity's rant 2 - burn in hell, flamers |
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flamers tick me off. call me conceited and stupid, but really, i HATE it when someone tells me to take art classes, except if they're giving me advice politely. but if you comment on my art and say 'Take art classes', it's insulting to me. extremely insulting. and i bet about 25% of the people that say that can't even draw. in other words, they're being hypocrites.
i also really hate it when people are really rude and say 'there's only one way to describe you're art....IT SUCKS.' stare you know what bud, you can just bite me. don't like it, don't comment. find better art, because I AM DARN WELL FULLY AWARE MY ART IS NOT THE BEST!!!! and i'm not exactly the nicest person, especially after you flame me. i will yell at you, i will be a b***h to you, i will bite your freakin' head off. you flame me, more than likely, i will flame you back. then again, i should follow the Gaia guidelines and report you. maybe i will if it happens again.
so flamers, a word of warning. DO NOT TICK ME OFF.
dark_insanity_13 · Sun Feb 20, 2005 @ 03:45pm · 0 Comments |
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