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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 06:56pm

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	Life Sucks life sucks big harry monkey ballz so i wrote poems about it ^-^ Forgotten Every time i close my eyes my life fades away my breath slowly stops as my skin turns pale pale as the snow i dissappear slowly forgotten... Devon I tryed to forget his name but he haunts my fame Its my fault hes not here I wish i could just dissppear at times i want to die life makes me cry i miss him everyday and i eep wishing myself away my tears stream down my cries is my last sound... Hated Im a outcast so please kill me fast im disliked by every1 they think teasing me is fun hated by all forever when will they end my pain,Never Why? Why did you die? you didnt even try.. you gave up everything and left me here mourning Hello,goodbye,im going to cry...

Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 06:55pm

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	More Peoms :O rawr tis more of my poems im lazy so i rarely put them on the computer x3 LIFE life sucks dont trust anyone or youll be ******** the days move by and tears roll out my tainted eye full of pain and regret that ill NVER forget LOVE LIFE My love, My life... they both left me i cryed till my tears driedNOTHING can fill my empty void to put them back i must die he put the light in my soul now hes gone...but soon i will be with him and happy... CANT DIE Why cant i die? Im nothing inside everything i had is gone i wait..for my death to come.. NOTHING Im nothing,worthless i have no purpose ive been used and hurt most treat me like dirt my life is gone forever will i have a purpose,not now not ever SHADOW My pet shadow protects me from life he helps me hide he hides me so only few can see he hides my pain just for me Empty This empty void you left is hurting so bad i wish you didnt die you promised wed be together forever but you left me behind with this painful void its killing me inside.. Locked Tm missing you everyday i havent visted your grave since i moved away i wish i could see you smile once more but death locked you door Death Hurt My life is nothing now that your gone im so lonely now everytime i take a breath i feel so empty like its not enough i breath more and i feel more eptyer then before i cant live anymore... Gone Hes gone forever no1 is here for me not now not ever i miss him everyday and i cry in dismay Devon... With You Why did you leave Why did you go why did you die when you died i died too i left myself and yet im not with you

Fl0NNA
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 06:54pm

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	Life Rant How come no matter how hard we try we seem to fail in the end? Were only human right? But as humans we are greedy,greedy for more life. It seems as if,humans are greedy and animals & plants are not. ife doesnt last forever. So try your hardest too keep moving on. Life may not be easy. But my writing lets me know im still alive. I wont give up ont he life i have. Even though it seems like everything i worked for is wasted. Its not because i made it this far. To give up life after making it so far,is a waste Some people arnt as lucky as others. We should treasure the time we have. Sure we may have are depressed times. But if we hang on we will pull through Everything always works out int he end Patentice is the key. The key to living. Dont give up no matter what...

Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 06:53pm

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	Hold On... How come no matter how hard we try we seem to fail in the end? Were only human right? But as humans we are greedy,greedy for more life. It seems as if,humans are greedy and animals & plants are not. ife doesnt last forever. So try your hardest too keep moving on. Life may not be easy. But my writing lets me know im still alive. I wont give up ont he life i have. Even though it seems like everything i worked for is wasted. Its not because i made it this far. To give up life after making it so far,is a waste Some people arnt as lucky as others. We should treasure the time we have. Sure we may have are depressed times. But if we hang on we will pull through Everything always works out int he end Patentice is the key. The key to living. Dont give up no matter what...

Fl0NNA
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Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 06:52pm

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	Cosplay Rant No title :O dun duun duuuuuuun Ok so ive written a few rants already ^-^ this time this one is about cosplaying I am a cosplay addict im sure some of you are too biggrin which is awsome ^-^ i mean im sure we all would like to cosplay but some people say its too expensive or i cant sew D': boo hoo If you cant afford one off ebay make it urself if ur not that good at sewing then "Practice makes perfect" im pretty sure all the great people didnt discover things on their first try kinda like drawing as little kids we suck big time but as we get older some of us can draw some pretty cool stick figures lol Cosplaying is funa dn good for the soul/confindence i mean at cons you can hang out wiht animetards like yourself or starwars geeks cosplaying is a way from keeping people from getting depressed biggrin Right now im working ona a kairi cosplay i already finished my hinata last year next year ill attempt a sasuke biggrin as your cosplay closet grows so does your confidence So what are you waiting for go cosplay damnit!!~

Posted: Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 06:51pm

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	Poems :O Today i was going through my old peom book and found some really long a** poems i doubt anyone will read them but ill post em anyways because i lyke mah poems \|:{ I just dont care,no ones there Im al alone, on my own So invisiable my life is miserable Some times i just wanna go... Broken heart torn apart This empty black hole has rotted mah soul Im hurt, im sore i wish for somthing more As the days of depression go on I wonder father into the black hole i call a heart I wonder if ill ever love?or ever truely be loved? So many questions in life,but not enough answers Will dieing answer them, or will they stay unasked? As i wonder deeper i find an empty shell,is this my life,my soul? i just,dont know... Roses are red my soul is grey this has been an awful day For i am unloved and lonely nobody understands me but me my life is swirling down a blaock hole empty, but with pain untold Im just all alone in the world I cry so hard that i hurl life is a nightmare and its never fair misunderstood by all i sit on the cold ground like a souless doll people toy with my life, like apuppet I wish my suffering would end, i want to stop it... I need someone to help me out of this hole Some one to guide and love me, to save my soul Someone to unbind these chains of life to take away my bloody knife

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