Blood Passion
My head screamed silently as i slammed down the phone,slowly backing into the wall ,my eyes swelled with tears and a loud cry echoed through the room as i slid to the floor."worthless,pathetic,stupid.." the words ran through my head repeatedly as i felt my chest tighten and breathing became alot harder to find.
I stood up and stumbled over to the bedroom ,closing my eyes ,my knees weakend and i collapsed onto the bed..
i think it has now become clear ..it's over ...it's over.
my eyes widened as more tears ran past my cheeks,
.never again i will be loved..your stupid words that hurt ..forever in my mind..i need a good reason to stay ..right!..i'm leaving now! ..wait now? ..yes! now!...but where ??..
*sigh* ..now to find ..a ..aha!.i grabbed my living souls bag right at the back of my wardrobe and stuffed as much as i could in.dragging my bag downstairs a thought burst into my head.
"right..money!".i looked through out the house as quick as i could: down the sofas,chester drawers,old purses.I managed to scrounge up a few tenners. i made my way back down stairs and into the dining room. *the front door slams closed*
"he's back..."
i held my breath. i]
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