why?
i dont why i feel this way.i cant seem to move on.all i think about is her.i know what it is keeping me from moving on but i dont understand why.i love her.i know that without a doubt.i would give anything for her.even my life.and not only in the sense of sacrificing myself.she is the ONLY person i would EVER kill myself for.the thing is.i dont why i love her.i only know that i do and that i have from the moment i saw her.i only want her to be happy,even if it means i have to suffer for the rest of my life.yet,i want her to be happy with me...i know it probably wont happen,but whats the point in life if we have nothing to hope for?if shes reading this she knows who she is.yet,despite all that,everything ive just said about how i feel for her.its only a fraction of the love i really feel for her.and everyday i find myself even more in love with her.everytime i find out something new about her.and everytime i see her.if you read this then now you know why i truly cant give up on you.why i will keep fighting until i die.ive tried moving on but something keeps telling me to stay...and its love
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