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Younger me
I was around three years old went i first when hunting with my father. he taught me all the basics and i was supose to wait another year untill i hunt but i was very stuborn. i want to go hunting and be like my own father, i wanted to be stronge and powerful. so later that night father brought me to a village of people and said "Lieselotte, its time to find you victem and feed." he said simply and drawed back a few feet waiting to see what i would do. i looked around and found him. a perfect vermen. he looked very healthy and very warm delicious blood. i could see his vains. i started to walk up to him one step at a time. i wanted to tast him, i wanted to feel his blood inside me. i couldn't not have his blood. i walked up to him. "mister please help me. im afraid to go down there to my momy alone. can you please take me there?" i ask him lookinf like i was helpless. the man was very tall to me and looked between 20 and 30. his hair was a dark brown and his eyes where chocolate brown. "ok" he said and took my hand as i lead him into an ally where no one was. i turned around "thank you mister, for ending my thirst." i said as i lounged for his thought and his screamed echod in the night.
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The next two years went by the same. always hunting and feeding on vermans painfully. i loved the sound of their scream when it peirced the night air. i loved the feeling of power that came to me after every feeding. it was wonderful. i killed so many people in those years and i was proud to be a vampyre. i was strong, fast and beautiful. my white hair flowed gracfully behind my back when i fed. i was now 5 years old when i went to go hunt on my own for the first time. i found a yonger woman just outside of the village and she looked cockey. she walked around like she owned the place and i couldnt have that. i owned this place and no verman was going to think other wise. i walked up to her glareing. "do you think you run this little village?" i asked through clenched teeth. "what? oh. well i am the most prettiest woman here and i get any guy i want so ya i run this little village. do you have a problem with that, little brat" she asked sternly. she stood up strait and her long blond hair curled around her heart shaped face. i hate her. i snareled htough my teeth and jumped biting her neck harshly. more painful then anything i bit before. and she was in great pain. i smiled an unsweet smile and bit down harder as she slowly died screaming in bloody pain.
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at the age of 16 halloween was my favorite time of year. i could always kill freely and my father couldnt say anything about it. this year was going to be a fun one. "father? where are we going this year?" i asked curiosly. "Lieselotte, i've already told you before. we're going to go to our village. i have no where to go now that my meeting was cancild." he said with discust. he was the leader, yes but he couldnt control all the cousils desisions. "ok i guess." i say disapointed. everyone already knew i was going to kill them someday and it wasnt as fun when the expected it. i wanted new flesh and blood. WAIT A MINUTE! i yelled at myself there was a new family that moved in today on halloween night. they will be my victem... later that night when everyone was going trick-or-treating. i walkd out of my castle and went around to the new familys house. only the mother and the father was home but i could sence that they had a son that was around 17 years of age. perfect i thought to myself as i stalked around looking for any trace of his trail. in about a minute i found it and fallowed it. i found him at the village shop and gasped. he was handsome and if my heart could of it would have been beating fast, but no it just beat normaly, 60 beats per minute. his hair was a dark brown, closer to black. his eyes where hazel and he looked skinny but stronge. i knew it was wrong but i knew i have fallen for him, but now i had to kill him. if anyone found out they would shame me from the crown. he turned around and saw me looking at him and i ran. i ran faster then i had ever before. i ran to the castle and into my room. i sat on my bed thinking if i was human then i would be breathing hard right now. i cant see him ever again.
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The next night after halloween, i drank till i had my fill on blood and went for a walk outside the castle. the boy was completly forgotten. i was really good on making myself believe it was a dream or a nightmare, but that all shatterd when i saw him again talking to an elderly man. i froze in my spot and stared at him like i did the night before. he looks just as handsome as before. i quickly backed away but it was to late, he saw me. he turned from the elderly man and walked up to me and about three feet away i bolted out of there. i could here him yelling after me about something... maybe i droped something but i couldnt turn back. he gotten to close and he didnt even look scared. no ones ever done that before and it creeped me out. i thought i could scare anyone but he wasnt afraid. i was getting to iffected by him and i had to end it soon before it was to late. i needed to get my mind strait but all i could think about was him. i turned the corner and stoped leaning against the wall thinking, and thinking, and thinking but nothing but his face came to me. i opened my eyes and started to walk away but i ran into something. it was him! i looked at him with my eyes wide and almost fell over. he reached out and put his arms around my side to settle me. once i was settled i drew away from him turning to run but he snatched my wrist. "why do you always run from me?" he asked with his eyes staring into mine. "i...i... i dont know... why do you always find me?" i asked back trying to glare but i couldnt. "because you seem very interestin and it seems as though you always come acrossed my path. its very strange to see you run away from me, and i wonder why everytime. My names Erik." he said as he griped my hand harder. i looked down at our hands with eyes wide. who does this guy think he is?! i screamed to myself. i snatched my hand away, it was hard, not because he was strong but because i liked his hand on mine. i glared at him and ran again trying hard to figure out what i was going to do about him.
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i spen a whole year runing from him whenever i saw him. and every time i did i was reminded of my weakness for him and the vermans paid for it with their blood. i became quite savage in that year. i came out of my room and almost ran strait into my father, but of corse i didnt with my vampyric reflexes. "shall we go hunting again?" my father asked me. i considerd it for a moment. "that sound plesent, when?" she asked calmly. i could never show emotion infront of my father or he would think it was weakness. my father placed his arm around my should and kissed my forehead. we started walking. when we reatched the outside gate he said "i think i want one last chace to pick you food, may i have that privlae once more before your to old?" i looked at him in shock as i tried to figure out what he was up to. "i guess that would be alright." i said not knowing what else i was supose to say. we started walking down the hill as my father looked around for a prey. i moved out from under his arm to feel around the auras and felt something deliscious but it.... i froze. oh, no! no, no, No ,NO!! she screemed to herself. she knew that aura, it was Eriks! i turned to my father and saw that he had spotted him. my father licked his lips and looked at me "i know i said i would choose for you but i found one i want to have." he said dangerously. i stood there frezen with disbelief and... smething else... fear? i had never felt fear before but i knew that was the feeling i felt. my father went into the attacking pose and he started to run to Erik. NO! i yelled to myself. something inside me snaped as my to bloods mixed together. i could feel the power gathering inside me, it grew stranger with my hatred. i could feel the 5 elements gather around me as i shrieked my fathers name to stop him. i lunged for him useing my elements to give me speed and strength to take my father down. i snarel at him as i oined him to the ground, i now know that i am stronger then him when my two bloods are mixed. i knew that if i had to someday, i would be able to kill him. "WHAT ARE YOU DOING LIESELOTTE!" my father yelled at me with power, but it had no effect on me. "Stay away from him!" i kept my voice low and cold with more power in it then my fathers. i could feel him freeze in surprise and fear at the power i weilded. he bared his teeth at me but i took it to the next level. i bit him. i could feel his blood in me and it made me more powerful then before. i knew that i would have to leave very soon. i got off of him when i was done but i felt dizzy. i looked at a tree and it shatterd in a thousand little peices. i had gained his power. but it didnt mean he lost it though. i turned just in time to see my father consintrate on Erik while Erik was watch me. i screemed and ran to him but it was to late. where his heart was a burst of delicious red liquid exploded from the spot. when i reatched him i was crying as he reached up to me with his bloody hand. "i never .... got ... your" he coughed up some blood "name..." i bent over him and cuddled him to my chest. "my name is Lieselotte Darkice... Liesel." i told him. he looked up at me and toutched my cheek whiping away my tears. "dont cry for me Liesel.... I love you...." he gasped and coughed more blood up "i love you to Erik." i said to him buring my face in his chest as his heart slowly stoped beating and his body fell limp. my father left as i cryed that night, alone, alone and in pain.
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I allowed myself to greive for another day before i ran. i ran away from my father, away from my brother, and away from what used to be my home. i turned into a black wolf in the midle or running. i found a cave where i made it my home. for over 30 years i drank the blood of animals and not humans, yes humans not vermans. after the dredful night 30 years ago my prespective on creatures changed. i learned to act a little like them even thought i slept half way threw the day i still mad it to my part time job as a aprentice. my teatcher was names Loid Blackheart. he was a wizzard and he taught me lots of spells, including a healing spell. i enjoyed the time i spent with him. i didnt have to hide the things i did in the past from him. he already knew but he said that the past is in the past and whats inportant was what i was going to do in the future. i knew what i was going to do in the future, i was oing to kill my father and take the thrown. i was going to change the Vampyre world. i knew it was ment to be and so did Loid. i had another teacher then to, her name was Nikita. she was a Vampyre but also a Vampyre hunter. i found her killing a vampyre and it confused me untill i knew why she killed her own kind. she agreed to teach me and i became her aprentice. i actualy had three teachers. Loid, the wizzard, Nikita the vampyre Vampyre hunter, and dikota, nikitas brother, the shapeshifter. it seems that most vampyres cant shape shift but i could. i found Dikota when i was a black wolf hunting for prey. he was surprised to see me as a vampyre and agreed to teach me more about shape shifting. after 10 years of training i was finished. i was stronger and more wiser then each of my masters and each of them were proud of me. we all gatherd together for my going away party. i had to go after my father. "im proud of you my vampyre hunter." Nikita said hugging me tightly. "you have proven yourself worthy of haveing the power to shapshift." Dikota said to me and shook my hand, he never hugs anyone not even his sister. "you have gatherd enough strength and wisdom to know where your path lies from now on. i think its time to say good bye my child." Loid said with tears in his eyes. i hugged him and found that i was in the middle of a group hug. even Dikota was hugging me, Loid, and Nikota. i said good bye to them and ran before they could see me cry. before i vanished into the woods i turned and waved good-bye to what was the closes thing to family i had
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