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It's 4.30, and my mom just came home. She's already bagan ranting about my need for a job. She does this every ********' day. Everyday I say the same thing to her, "Yes mom, I know I need a job. Yes mom, I am looking for a job. Yes mom, I know you hate me, but let's set that aside for now." Today I just go off. She's not even home two minutes and she already is nagging me. I was having a good day, 'til then. But she starts in with "it's your fault you don't have a job"...What the ********. Yeah mom, it's MY fault that we live in a shitty economy, it's MY fault that there ARE no places I want to work around here. That last one I can understand, as I'm picky as to where I want to work, but still. You can hardly blame ME for YOUR choice to live in this tiny ******** town. It's MY fault that the college I was going to decided to deny me financial aid for this year. Lastly, it's MY fault that dad's job was terminated.
I'm sorry I'm such a waste to this family.
I'm sorry I'm even in this family.
 Gizmoto · Fri Nov 05, 2004 @ 09:45pm · 0 Comments |
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Reasons I hate my life this week... |
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Hah. What a way to start, eh? As always, my life is filled with drama. Being a single gay man sucks entirely to much a**. Hell, being gay isn't a circus any other time, but lately, just....ARGH! On a slightly more positive note, I get to see some friends I haven't seen since last November tonite, and will likely spend all weekend with 'em gaming and other such geekly activities. I haven't had a good session of D&D since I moved home. It's a serious drag on my life in general, what with no real way to release anger and rage, aside from punching my pillow. Don't report me for pillow abuse, it likes it. Oh yeah, my pillows a freak. Anyways, I should likely start packing for the weekend getaway. Yayzor and stuff.
Gizmoto · Fri Nov 05, 2004 @ 07:32pm · 0 Comments |
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