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death is near 4 me,y he should b with me.
hi...im not in a very good mood right now...mi bf broke up with me and i rlly RLLY want him bac crying id do anything 4 him.i dont care about wat happens 2 mi life,i care about his.he completed me and i hav never felt this way b-4.i lost him and i cant stop thinking about it.mi grades went slightly down cause of this.im said i was gonna damn myself till i got him bac.i ******** dont care if i dont go 2 heaven,but if he does ill do anything to go up there.he was my life and if i dont hav him ill die.i keep telling my friends wat he was like.he said he didnt want 2 hurt mr..but it was only me hurting myself.i made so many mistakes.this was the biggest.damn,damn,damn,DAMN!!!!i cant ******** take it anymore!!!i love him so damn much!!and if i cant b with him id rather die.this was originally 4 aj sharingan (the 1 i love) but he probably doesnt want 2 find this out.my friends r aloud 2 c this.i dont want 2 show this 2 aj cause he might h8 me.he might think im annoying now.ive had so many ex bfs but i scouldnt afford losing this 1.i was never this loved b-4.it hurts.i hope the ppl with relationships r reading this cause if u have sm1 u love taken away from u,u still wont feel as alone as i do emo
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