HOMG Bell is updating her journal!! Didn’t think that, that would ever happen did you!? Well it did!! Be warned, this is all from Bell’s messed up brain!!
A lot of things have happened to me lately to make me want to rethink some things. I’ve met a lot of wonderful people here on Gaia, of whom I consider to be some of my closest friends. The thing I was thinking was, do you really know if the people you talk with on a daily basis are really who you think they are? I’ve always been honest with my dealings with everyone, I never told them lies, or mislead them in any manner. But are the people talking with me as honest? It’s interesting to see how some Gaians who are richer seem to have more lackeys, per say, that hang out with them. How if one of those rich Gaians turn against someone who is a bit weaker, everyone who wants to be on the good side of that rich person will turn against the weakling. I’ve been with friends before; gone to a thread to where all of them were so nice and I believed to of found a place that I could call home, but then one little incident can turn everything upside down. The people of whom I thought were my friends all turned against me and said many horrible things, of which I would never want to wish upon another human being. I can remember sitting there reading all the horrible things said to me and can admit that I cried. All these people were saying such horrible things to the point of where I sat there; baffled as to what I had done wrong to have them turn against me, crying. I truly thought they were my friends and they turned against me like a pack of wolves. In truth It was all because the other person had more items then me, so those who I thought were my friends turned against me to side with the person of which they thought they could gain something economically. This may just be a simple game where you can collect pixilated items and chat with random avi’s, but you must remember that behind that avi there is a person. Someone who bleeds when you cut them and cries when hurt. I guess the point of me typing this was to tell anyone who reads this (I’m sure probably no one will rofl ) that Gaia is a place meant for fun, sure it’s nice to have one of the pretty items to make your avi nice. But don’t ever mistreat another person just because you see someone who doesn’t have any nice items. I don’t care who you are, as long as you are respectful to me I will give you the respect every human being deserves. I will admit that I do sometimes make mistakes and am sometimes a little meaner then I should be, but I try to mend those mistakes. I can only hope that everyone (if anyone reads this xp ) will take this to heart. I know what it is like to be on the receiving end of a flame, and you know . . . . it hurts.
Okay, so this is what I think about when I am sleepy. I really should be in bed, but this has been bugging me for awhile. I just want to say that I am happy that I have such wonderful people that I hang out with.
 Bel_Dandy · Thu Mar 01, 2007 @ 05:25am · 8 Comments |
