Well i haven't wrote in a while and i guess it is mostly be i don't anything to talk about. My family is still as it is, my life hasn't gotten any better. I haven't done much in my life either. I spend a lot of time lately trying to work on art and such to get them done. Tho i am looking to school and such it seems all i can do lately is try to self improve and that it. I have been or is still looking for a job.
It seems that i need a lot of work for a lot of things and i don't a clue where to start and i don't know how to get where i want to be. It doesn't help that i get discouraged by a lot of thing around me. But what i really hate is going it through myself. With no support or encouragement u know.
Tho i read things here and there and i try to self study quite a bit, I don't really know what its i can do to make a difference any more. It like every turn i make there is something the bounds me and says no. Then again am a girl and i do come from an Asian family and that don't help anyone. It sad tho i sit around sometimes as i study or work on independent projects wishing i could be better, smarter, or stronger some how inside so i don't feel so lost. Oh well on to another day.
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I guess it is about time it try to be like other teenagers and vent on the internet. Though I don't expect anyone to care let along read my entries, I think it is kinda nice to finally get my feelings heard. So if you do happen to read this and my en
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