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So depressed in my little world,
I smile for you, and laugh for you.

When inside I battle with the self,
That makes me cry.

I can't tell you these things,
I don't want you to feel bad.

Please don't make me tell you,
The truth to why I feel this way.

For if you knew,
You too would cry.

Like I do all day.

The life I live,
Has so much to do with you.

I can't think straight,
unless your around.

My life has gone down,

Down


Down,


To the point,
where I'm never alone...

...Even when I am,
I wish


I wish you didn't,
Have to see me this way.

crying all the time,
and dying on the inside.

If you can't see,
The sign for help I send

Then that means,
Your not my friend...

I'll always love you,
But I'll always be cold.

And when I die,
I hope you will be there