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so, I'm watching this documentary called Whores' Glory and so far I'm kind of appalled.
I simply can't understand their way of life. I think it's funny though that after a day of their work, they go to a bar and spend time with men that are also prostitutes and spend all their money on them. Crazy. I guess the worlds oldest profession keeps going because someone, somewhere, needs to have sex really bad no matter what.
I honestly believe it shouldn't be outlawed, it can be taxed if there are regulations put on it, just like everything else.
 Xaolu · Tue Jan 22, 2013 @ 02:00pm · 0 Comments |
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Well, I honestly never thought I'd be back on this website. writing another journal entry. People tell me this website is childish, that I'm soft in the head for continuing this long running account.
They might be right. Whatev's.
I know no one actually reads these things so I think this is more of a personal yearbook of me; it's strange to see where I've come from.
I'm supposed to be married already. I'm engaged, at least I think I still am but it just doesn't feel right. He and I don't communicate very well, were not very similar is what I think the problem is. It also doesn't help that I feel like I'm on an entirely different level of intelligence than him, I feel like I have nothing he can relate to; I wanna talk politics and science, he wants to talk about some show. I don't even watch T.V. anymore, all I do is read and he just watches T.V. and that's our existence. That's it. So yeah.....
I'm trying to get back into college, it's just so damn expensive and now I need to save up because I have a moving coming up. I don't think I'll ever get ahead in life. I think I make this out to be more bleak than it is. At least I have a job. LOL, pfft, job.
I know that I can make something good of all this, I just need to look for it. I feel so helpless though.
Whatever, ******** it. DramaLlama OUT!
dramallama
Xaolu · Tue Jan 15, 2013 @ 02:56pm · 0 Comments |
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I was just thinking about some things today. I mean, I don't really use this particular medium as an outlet, but I guess something new doesn't hurt. Anyway, I was sitting in front of the computer (my normal spot in the house) and rehashing various stages of my life and the dramas that have played out; and I think, what's the point?
Really, what is it?
I don't understand the point of life, or of experiences in general. Anger, Hate, Love, Happiness, Joy, these are all very trivial if looked at from a removed or some what distant perspective. I don't understand why any of it is important.
I've asked various religious and spiritual "thinkers" of there take on life; of course all the ones that fall under the Abrahamic tradition say, "We live for God, we were created to worship Him." That, in my opnion, is a horrible reason to exist.
Non traditional or Pagans have told me it's about the experience you recieve from life, it's about your journey. That too, seems idiotic.
I don't know anymore, I used to be full of so much passion and vigor for life, I think I used to be happy. I don't feel much anymore, sex was my last vistage of emotion; and even that has whithered away.
I guess I'll just call it a night.
Xaolu · Fri Dec 24, 2010 @ 06:03am · 1 Comments |
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Doing drawing for Diagnosed Pirate. Possibly color. Great emphasis on tail region and stripped stockings. Has buck teeth. Need to finish Fairy Baby on Unicorn.
Xaolu · Wed Dec 08, 2010 @ 06:46am · 0 Comments |
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I need the following things to be complete!! I have wanted to be a fire elemental for ever!!!!!
Twister the Fire Phoenix
Elemental Wings
Oculus Magica
Superior Form
Fire Gauntlet
Whip of Fire
Elemental Hair
Wizard's Wand
Xaolu · Tue Nov 16, 2010 @ 06:15pm · 0 Comments |
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Not to fond of titles for journal entries, but ok. |
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it's been about two years since I last made a journal entry. I guess I have grown up alot since then....maybe I now live in mississippi, the land of fart smelling water. Seriously it stink terribly because of all the sulphur in it. I'm about to be 17 in 23 days. I need a job and I don't have anymore friends cause a I cut ties with all the ones I had in Florida. So my life pretty much sucks. I'm now living with my Father though as an upside to my story. I miss my brothers now and then but I can't forgrt the way they just shunned me when I told them I was going to go live with our Dad. But it will all be ok I guess, as long as I'm alive things can get better right...yeah whatever.
Xaolu · Mon Jul 02, 2007 @ 05:47pm · 0 Comments |
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well i managed to get some more of my pictures on deviantART but noone goes and looks at them....the link is www.deviantart.com/leogoddess
Xaolu · Thu Oct 20, 2005 @ 01:04am · 0 Comments |
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AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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I HATE MY BROTHERS SO ******** MUCH!!!!! I can't have anything to my self!!! They ruin my NintendoDS,they take my pictures,MY PICTURES, and try to pass them off as there own! I wish they would just die!!
Xaolu · Mon Oct 10, 2005 @ 10:17pm · 0 Comments |
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its been a very relaxed day to day my first period class is computer and the teacher in there was out,so we got a sub and he played music for us all period and let us surf the net until class was out....well anyway monday i have to go see the school counceler(i think thats spelled right) about me always skipping school. i really hate school. there is no one here i can actualy confide as a close friend. i really dont trust anyone.
Xaolu · Fri Oct 07, 2005 @ 03:17pm · 0 Comments |
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