Well, my attempt to sleep was short lived. I woke up at 4:30 in a lot of ******** pain and I don't know why... I swear it was like someone was trying to slowly shove a cannon ball up my a**. And no I did not have to poop xD It really made me wtf because I woke up out of my goddamn sleep almost crying it hurt so damn bad and out of NOWHERE too!!
I couldn't lay down, I couldn't stand up or walk for that matter, and I couldn't sit so I got up and stumbled around my room in the ******** dark, whining for a bit. That... really didn't help. I was half sleep and downright ******** delirious the entire 5 minutes I was pacing between my room and my parents room and I srsly didn't know what the ******** to do. By this time I'm completely effing lightheaded since breathing really didn't seem like an option when anything I did seemed to make it hurt more. I go to the bathroom [since I had to pee anyway] and then I go pee and I just kinda sat there going "T_____T make eet stoooopppp" and after sitting there a few minutes it stopped. And then I'm all "omg yay no moar pane" and then I stumble back to bed and pass the ******** out again... But I still hurt kinda... I dunno. I'm probably gonna like.. drop dead tomorrow from some type of a** cancer u.u;
I have to go to school almost an entire ******** hour early to take my Math quiz. The Math Lab closes at 5:30. My class starts at 6. I have leave the house at 4:30 to get there at 5 to take a ******** 20 minutes quiz and then sit there for 40 ******** minutes doing jack s**t nothing. That is going to piss me the ******** off. I might not go to class... I'm afraid I'll randomly like... be in pain again. ******** that s**t. I'm not gonna sit in class dying trying to learn Math. In any case. I don't plan on missing anymore classes for any ******** reason so missing one and getting an early start my English paper will be damn fine by me.
This week has been horrible too. I have a doc appointment o Monday anyway, but ********, that's so long away and what if I like... die before then? >_>;
UGGH I HURT HLP ME >_<
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