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	Signs/Avi Art Ftw 7/08
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ -Sharpies Are Yummy- · Tue Jul 22, 2008 @ 08:39am · 1 Comments

	Not Really Poetry
	Not Really Poetry


I See No Point In This. I'm Empty. Over The Years I'm Still Not Filled. I Simply Don't Care Anymore. Nobody Understands. I've Lost People. Some People I Care About Don't Have The Desire To Live. I Can't Live Through Seeing Them Die. The Others I Just Bring Down. I Hate Myself. I'm Horrible. I Can't Be Happy. When I See Happy People I Get Depressed. But When People Are Sad I Also Get Depressed. All Together I Just Suck. Everything I Am Or Considered As Is Frowned Upon. I'm Sick Of Peoples Petty, But I Can't Keep Myself From Talking About The Things That Destroy Me. People Expect So Little From Me. What The Hell Is Wrong With Me? Why Can't I Be Somewhat Normal? Why Can't I Just Be Me Without The Judging? Can't The People I Love, Love Me Back? See? I'm So Fu cking Selfish For Asking That. Why Would They Love Me? I Disgust Myself. I Should Just Give Up On Love All Together. Its Over For Me. I Should Just End It All. It Would Make So Many People Happy. They Say I'm Strong. How Am I Strong? I Cry. I Cut. I Do This. I Do Not Deal With Problems Well. I Hate My Life. It Needs To End. Should I Get Murdered? That Could Work, Yes. Piss Of That Fu cker Thats In My House And See What He Does. ................... I Don't Sleep Well At Night. It Hurts Physically To Put My Right Side Of My Face Or The Back Of My Head On My Pillow. Why Couldn't He Have Done Worse? ******. I Finally See That There Is Really No Point At All. I Don't Want This Anymore. Who Can Save Me? Every Decision I Make Leads To Chaos. I'm Pretty Sure I'm Slutty. Why Can I Not Be Normal? I Want Need To Start Over. -Sharpies Are Yummy-** · Sun Jul 20, 2008 @ 08:19am · 1 Comments


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