There's so much sorrow in my head
Spread all over my place
The room, the air
Everything smells like it
Like if she was here
She, my best friend: Loneliness
But there was something else I didn't know
That was there all this time
Hidden in a corner, there, alone
Waiting for me to find her
She was, a little girl
sitting next to a cute boy
Faith&Hope were their names
As if I needed them now
The black dressed girl
Was staring at me with dark eyes
So the little boy&girl did
Staring me with pity eyes
'Who are you going to stay with?' I heard her say
I had never heard such a nice voice
Clear, as pure water
Soft, as the wind
But tough, as the wind
hitting you hard in the face...
'I have asked' She said
'If you're staying with her or me.
I won't promise you anything
but I give you advice:
You'd rather be dead, little girl
If you choose being with her'
'Little girl?' I asked
Wondering why did she asked me that if SHE was herself the little one
'Yeah, little, tiny,
is, as a grape, your heart.'
That hit me hard...
That was a message so true I couldn't stand
that a little girl like her
would have said that
The black-dressed girl was staring
with shinning black eyes
Black as if they were
drops of blood and ash.
And still sorrow was all over the place
So it spread in my head, so it spread in my heart
So still it was in my body; my empty corpse
staring the way those children reduced my own life.
And there they were
Three children called Loneliness, Faith and Hope
the first one, black-dressed
with long hair and eyes like ash and blood.
The second one, a little girl
with hair as white as snow
with yellow eyes as gold
and a heart as big as the World.
But, the third one
was a little kid, with sad eyes
that showed pain beneath them
His hair, sticky with sweat and blood
'Is it his?' I would have liked to ask
But I prefered to shut my mouth
As I thought back...
...Is my world THAT black?
 -Yitziie- Hakurei · Thu Dec 03, 2009 @ 02:57am · 0 Comments |
