I'm just sittin here thinking. Thinking about life, the guy I like, my family, my friends, my loan, the school I had. I look back on myself a lot. What I did that later I think is annoying or embarrassing or selfish, etc., One big think I keep thinking about is how women/girls/females think and analyze things so much. For example when a female thinks about how her partner is away from her we think of the worst things that can happen - not for her partner, but to herself like if her partner is enjoying company with another person and they get too close. Or if that person dies what does that leave me with. I love hearing comedians talk about how women do that cuz its true but I want to know why we think that way and I figured out it was because we want to be with our partner doing the same thing. If our partner is out partying we want to be right next to them enjoying it too. Many women in the u.s. feel left out, stuck at home and I know this because I'm doing it right now but the worst part about my situation is there is no sex involved lol. I'm stuck helping out a friend as a coworker but most of the time I feel like I'm treated differently, not a part of the gang but another relationship entirely. I also have a sneaky suspicion that my coworker 'John' has been telling the other guys that there is something going on between us. Anyways, that's what I've been up too.