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dang it i feel horrible.i feel like my life is a waste some times. i feel like i will never be truly loved. i feel that people will one day use me for things i dont like. i feel that my parents dont love me sometimes. sometimes i feel mi life could be better. sometimes i feel that i complain too much about mi issues. so i put on a front so no one will worry. a smile here a smile there. to make everyone else stop worrhing. but it doesnt help crying because mi heart is breaking in two it hurts it makes mi life worst than any natural disaster. its all because of those people who toy with me AAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH im mad now evil twisted i will destroy the lives of those who destroyed mine. i will rule the world n let them die in the heat slowly under a ultraviolet ray.i shall not even do that i will let them die slowly in the dungeons below my empire!