Ughh. I wish this life was over already [no, I'd never kill myself]. It's just sooo confusing. It's hard to know who you can really, truely trust. But on the bright side, unlike most people my age, I have a life goal. Music is what I'm going to be doing the rest of my life. I'm going to compete with my flute next January, which I'm really excited for! I absolutely love playing my flute. Considering I have band every other day, I decided to leave my flute in school today so I won't have to bring it back and forth. I'm bored out of my mind without it! Gahhr. So, I'm planning on going to the college that my friend [Pam]'s mom is a professer at. She's gonna recommend me when I send in the application! Music really is my life. It's one of the most sacred things to me that God has put in my life. Ever since I was a little girl at my grammy's house for a Christmas party. I saw the orchestra playing beautiful Christmas songs on TV and said "Mommy, I want to play pretty music on a flute!" z33
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"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you;
you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."
you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."