Nothing i do is ever right, no choice i make is right, its always the wrong decision, everything I do is wrong. Weather I try or not I'm just a ******** loser to this world... I'm tired of it all. If you hate me, then hate me! I don't need the criticism. I don't need the bitching. I don't need ANY OF IT!
Everyday is like a Nightmare and Now I'm here..contemplating, writing, reading, thinking.... What do I do next? Where do I go? How do I get there? What is my next step?
I don't know what to do... I feel so lost, so alone. I'm trapped. I feel like screaming, I feel like crying And, all I want to do is run... Run and never return....