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This is for him, and him alone.

I'm sorry for all the trouble I cause. I don't see how you put up with it. I don't mean to cause all of this, it's just hard to try and be happy when I'm not. With everyone else I've dated, it was pretty easy, I mean...They hardly cared. But with you, I want to let you in, I do. Just give me time please. I'm not used to this sudden caring. It's a little strange to me. I'm not pushing you away, I want you in so I can rely on you. I love you so much, just give me sometimes to get used to this caring you are giving me.