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I announce to the world how I hate the dramatic
But in all truth, I am a drama addict

I push it away, try to abolish it
But life is so boring, just the monotonous

So I cling to the romance, the fights and flirts
And I take things too far,
Sometimes it hurts

When you loose a friend, and know it your fault
It can be enough to put your social life on halt

That’s what happened to me
A small domestic brawl
But it was enough
To result in social withdrawal

She was my best friend
I loved her more than life itself
Then I watched
As she moved on to someone else

It left me broken, sad, and alone
I felt like a small child
Who’d just lost a home

My safeguard was gone,
A storm raged all around me
But what hurt the most?
She was better off without me.

I was holding her back
I was in her way
There.
Those are the words
I don’t have the strength to say

I can see it now
Without me hanging around
She has grown to be
Popular abound

I knew she was sweet
I knew she was kind
I was horribly selfish
To want her as mine

Without the freak for a friend
People don’t have to avoid her
Now she is popular
And I am so happy for her

I miss her, terribly
A better friend, I will never find
I wish her nothing but happiness
For the rest of her time